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The time that I needed to talk to David about what they had planned for us. As I have said, we can not really do anything about it. I know I do not want to do it but it is better than being dead. I told myself that I would not do anything for this organization and that I would rather die, but a part of me just wants to live on. So I just do what they want me to do. I just hope I can even just get out of here peacefully and without bloodshed. I am tired of it all. doing things i do not want to do and thinking about the things that may or may not happen. It all drains me. I know my body can not feel tiredness, but my heart and my brain is screaming for help. I can not process all that has happened yet, yeah sure they gave me a week, but that will never be enough for me to cope up with my e
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