Chapter 20
Jeremy
I told Vanessa that I had to think for a while. She asked me out on a date but I'm not sure I should say yes it.
Should I go out with her? Am I ready to date again? Do I want to date a clingy girl like her? I don't know, what should I do?
I'm standing in my painting studio. I have two rooms in my apartment, one in my bedroom and the other one I made into my painting studio.
I love painting. When smoking can't help me, painting is the only other thing that can.
I don't know what I'm painting, I'm just letting my hand paint something. I don't pay much attention to it, I'm in too deep thoughts. Sometimes I don't even paint something, in particular, sometimes I just doodle with the paint.
I told Theo and Colin about this girl. They said they have a bad feeling about h
