I was currently in my room searching for a bathing suit. I wasn't chubby anymore, I had absolutely no fat. I was pure skin and muscle, and yet I was still self-concious.
After years of being called a cow, a waste of space, a fatass, well it shouldn't surprise me how insecure I get. But there's even times when I tried not to eat, thinking that it would help me lose weight but to no avail.
Each and everytime I tried, I get caught and growled at by either Elijah, Joel or Cliff. My weight is my blind spot according to them. I find myself shaking my head dismissively at the thought. "Aha." I say suddenly, reaching for the smooth fabric of my navy blue bikini. I wiggle my hips in victory, a smile printed on my face. I closed the bathroom door behind me as I stepped onto the cool tiles of the f
