Lathaniel I cuddled into Tobias as my nightmare got worse. I wanted to wake up but for some reason I couldn't. I never normally had dreams let alone nightmares but lately I'd been having some pretty terrible nightmares. I know they're just things I'm worried about that are spawning these dreams from hell but they still just scare the s**t out of me. For example before we came to Germany I had the recurring nightmare that once we got there Toby would just be rejected again and that broke my heart. Thankfully that's not how it is. I finally woke up heaving and sweating. I looked around me and caught sight of Tobias's sleeping figure. I smiled at his peaceful face and pecked his lips. I watched as he slept, staring in complete and utter awe. I was so happy for him, his family accepted hi

