Why wasn"t Ana Maria crying? She must"ve seen the confusion on my tear-streaked face. "Jamie," she said gently, "Your father and I were expecting this, so we made a plan." "What kind of plan could possibly fix this--?" I was going to say "crushing disappointment", but I stopped myself. Ana Maria walked over to the window and put her arms around me while I sobbed into her shoulder for several minutes. Then my inner voice said, Jamie, it"s time to get a grip. So I did. , Jamie, it"s time to get a grip. "I"m sorry I slobbered all over your work clothes," I said wanly, wiping my eyes with the back of my hand. Ana Maria gave me a half-smile as she stroked my hair. "It"s going to be okay, hija, you"ll see." "What"s your plan, then?" I asked, trying to sound more positive than I felt. "I a

