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Chapter 13 Her name was Sofia. Not the woman who had done my hair and makeup for the Caruso dinner. A different Sofia. Dante’s sister. Younger by six years, which would have made her twenty six now if she had lived. She had not lived. Marco told it the way people tell things they have carried so long the weight has become familiar. Flat and careful, choosing each word like he was placing stones across water, making sure each one held before he stepped to the next. Sofia Romano had been the opposite of her brother in every visible way. Where Dante closed, she opened. Where he calculated, she felt. She had been studying art in the city at nineteen, living in an apartment their father had arranged, with security that was thorough and considered and ultimately not enough. A rival family had taken her. Not for leverage. Not for information. Out of pure targeted cruelty, the kind that existed in this world as a message rather than a transaction. She had been returned three days later. She had not survived the week. I sat very still while Marco talked and kept my breathing even and did not let what I was feeling reach my face because Marco needed to get through it and he could not do that if I came apart. “He was twenty five,” Marco said. “He had been running the family for less than a year. Our father had been dead for eight months.” He paused. “He blamed himself. He has never stopped blaming himself. Every security protocol, every controlled perimeter, every rule in this house. All of it is her.” I thought about the locked door on my first night. The camera in the upper corner of my room. The men rotating outside, the gate that needed two things to open, the way Dante always knew exactly where everyone in this house was. All of it Sofia. All of it a man spending a decade making sure it never happened again. And then I had arrived, another woman in his house, another soft place in his perimeter, and he had put men on Lucia’s door anyway because I could not think clearly without knowing she was safe. Because my ability to function mattered to him. Because even while he was telling me it could not happen again he was dismantling every reason it should not. “He has never told anyone,” Marco said. “He will not talk about her. If you bring her up he leaves the room.” He looked at me steadily. “I am telling you because you asked. And because I think you need to understand what it means that he let you stay.” “He did not let me stay,” I said. “He kept me here.” “In the beginning,” Marco said. “Yes.” The distinction sat between us. I looked at my hands in my lap. “She looked happy in the photograph. The one in the gallery.” “She was always happy,” Marco said. “That was the thing about her. She was happy the way some people are tall. It was just what she was.” His voice was steady but his jaw was tight. “Dante used to say she had enough of it for both of them.” I pressed my lips together. “Thank you,” I said. “For telling me.” “Do not tell him I did,” Marco said. “He will deny all of it and then spend three days being impossible to be around.” I almost smiled. Almost. I found Dante an hour later in the east wing. He was in a room I had not been inside before, smaller than the others, with a window that faced the back garden. There was nothing remarkable about the room except that it was the only one in the house that had color in it. A throw across the back of a chair, deep red. A stack of books on the windowsill. A small drawing pinned to the wall, the kind a teenager might do in a sketchbook, a rough pencil impression of the garden below. He was standing with his back to the door, looking at the drawing. He heard me come in. He did not turn around. “You should not be in this wing,” he said. “I know,” I said. “Marco told me.” A long silence. His shoulders were very still. “All of it,” I said quietly. “He told me all of it.” Another silence. Longer. I crossed the room and stood beside him and looked at the drawing. Up close I could see it was the garden in a different season, summer maybe, the lines loose and confident in the way of someone who drew for the pleasure of it. “She did this,” I said. He said nothing. “She was talented.” Still nothing. I turned and looked at his profile and did not touch him because I understood instinctively that touch right now would close something that was currently, painfully, open. “I am not her,” I said. “I want you to hear that. I am not a replacement and I am not a second chance and I am not something you can protect in her place and call it even. That is not what this is.” His jaw was tight. “But I am here,” I said. “And I am not going anywhere. And whatever happened in this room before I arrived is yours and I will never ask you to put it down.” I paused. “I just need you to know that the reason you cannot close the door on what is between us is not because you are weak. It is because you have been carrying this alone for ten years and your arms are tired.” He turned and looked at me. His eyes were dark and entirely unguarded and it was the most exposed I had ever seen him, more than the study, more than the car, more than the dark after every intimate thing that had happened between us. He looked like a man who had been waiting a very long time for someone to say exactly that. He did not say anything. He reached out and pulled me in and held on and I wrapped both arms around him and held back and we stood in Sofia’s room in the east wing with the pencil drawing of the summer garden on the wall and said nothing at all for a very long time. When he finally spoke his voice was low and rough and pressed into my hair. “I should have told you myself,” he said. “Yes,” I said. “You should have.” “I will.” A pause. “Not today.” “Not today,” I agreed. His arms tightened. Then, slowly, the tension in his body began to release, degree by degree, like something that had been braced against a storm for so long it had forgotten there was another option. I felt the exact moment it happened. The exact moment Dante Romano, the most controlled man I had ever met, let something go. I pressed my face against his chest and closed my eyes and thought about the girl in the photograph laughing at something outside the frame and understood that she had been in this house the entire time. Not as a ghost. As a reason. And now, slowly, without either of us planning it, she was becoming something else. She was becoming the reason he was letting me in. We were still standing like that when Rafael appeared in the doorway. His face stopped me cold. “What,” Dante said immediately, reading Rafael the way he read everything, before the man had said a single word. Rafael looked at me. Then at Dante. Then he said, “Elena is gone.” “I know she is gone,” Dante said. “I dealt with” “Not gone like that,” Rafael said. “Gone as in she walked out of the arrangement this morning under her own power. Gone as in she made a call before she left.” He paused. “Gone as in whoever she called already knows what happened to Daniel Marsh.” The room went very still. “She is running,” Dante said quietly. “She is running to someone,” Rafael said. “Someone who now knows everything about this house. About Aria. About Lucia being here.” He paused. “Someone who is already moving.” Dante let me go. The man who had been standing in this room thirty seconds ago was gone. Every degree of warmth, every loosened edge, back under lock and key in under a second. He looked at me and his voice was entirely even. “Stay in the house,” he said. “Do not go near the windows on the east side. Do not let Lucia out of the secured wing.” “Dante.” “Aria.” His eyes met mine and underneath the control something was still there, still warm, still entirely present. “Trust me.” Three words. My three words, given back to me. I nodded. He was gone before I reached the door. And I stood in Sofia’s room alone and looked at the pencil drawing on the wall and understood that whoever Elena was running to had been waiting for exactly this moment. The question was not who they were. The question was what they wanted badly enough to come for it. And I had a terrible, cold, certain feeling that the answer was standing in this room. The answer was me.
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