When it all hits hard

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**** Karas POV Ben sits on the lounge his eyes dont leave mine until I sit. His hands are together while he leans on his knees. "What's going on?" I can't help but smile. "I just wanted to know if you wanted to hang out?" Ben fiddles with his fingers. "uh sure" I'm a bit puzzled this seems to be out of nowhere "where are we going?" "how about movies?" I can't help but think of being close to Ben in a dark cold room. I'm very hesitant to say yes to this. "How about lunch?" I don't want Ben to think anything. I still need to procees something. "Where did you want to go?" Ben looks a little relieved "Just a Cafe will be fine" I smile. "Okay, are you ready?" he looks me up and down. My giant t-shirt and pyjama shorts aren't exactly going out clothes. With the random wear holes in my shirt. "No, I promise I won't take long" I run off to my room to quickly get dressed. I pick out a black pair of tights and a plain singlet shirt. I run my fingers through my hair quickly. I run to the bathroom and brush my teeth. I walk out to see Bruno curled up next to b Ben. Ben is patting him on the head. Bruno has the biggest smile. I feel guilty having to put the sook outside. "Bruno, out" I command.Bruno puts a sad face on and give Ben the puppy eyes. I point to the door and watch Bruno walk out slowly. I shut and lock the door behind him. Ben smiles and waits patiently for me. He leads me out the front door and to his car. He doesn't close the car door for me. which is okay but it's strange after spending time with Maze and him doing it makes me feel strange. Ben pulls outside the Mall. The cinema is inside too. "Ben" I can't let him walk all over me. He holds his hands up in surrender "there's a Cafe near by I want to take you to" I breathe trying to calm my anxiety. Ben doesn't normally make me feel this anxious. Ben turns the car off and gets out. He is fast. I slowly get out making my way to where Ben is standing waiting for me. Ben tried to put his hand on my back and it makes me jump. I feel very on edge. Ben looks at me "are you okay?" He's stopped in the middle of the car park. I try to move off to a side. A car comes from out of no where and beeps at us. I jump and squeel. Ben tries to hug me. I quickly push his hands off me. I start breathing hard and fast. Everything is swirling around me. I feel unsafe. "home" Is all I can manage between breaths. "Kara, You need to calm down" Ben's face is getting closer. it's starting to go black. I can only see small amounts of things. I see lights start flashing . "Kara the police are here. You need to calm down" Ben is talking to me again I can't stop. My legs buckle and hands grab me from behind. I scream and panic. Ben doesn't move he just looks on apologeticly. I feel a warmth and safety envelop me. Everything goes black. I hear his voice warms my ear. "It's Maze, your safe now" I put my hand up and touch his face feeling his stubble. That was when I let go. ********Maze's Pov Marah and I we're called in because someone thought a girl and her partner were having a domestic at the shopping centre. My shock when it's Kara having a panic attack with one of her neighbours. He looked scared when we showed up. Why did she go to the shopping centre? She has just gone through hell and wanted to go to where all the people are? Does he make her feel safe? Does he make her feel better? " Hey Marah do you mind if we have a lunch break?" Marah raises her eyebrow, she is a beautiful Polynesian woman on the force. she is not a force you mess with. "Just while we drop her off at her place" Marah puts her seatbelt on. She keeps the questioning look on her face. "Yes I care about her" I can't keep it from Marah. Marah takes us to Kara's address. *****Kara's Pov I open my eyes and Maze is standing over me with the car door open. "Hey" Maze smiles. "Hey" I mumble. Maze puts his hand out to help me up. I sit up in the car and take a few moments. My eyes take a while to adjust. We're sitting out the front of my house. Maze is now leaning on the car looking at me. "How are you feeling?" he looks concerned. "A bit embarrassed actually" Maze is quiet. I look around at the front yard and something looks off. The gate to the back yard is open. "Maze?" I can't help the cold panic rising up in my chest. "What's wrong?" Maze is too busy looking at me to know "Just breathe". I didn't even notice my breathing become erratic. "The gates open" I point my finger to the gate. Maze has a blank expression on his face "Did you leave it open" "I never use the gate" then more panic sets in fear hits me and I start shaking "BRUNO!" I scream for my dog. "Marah, Can you check the back yard?" This beautiful Polynesian woman gets out and walks around the back. "Maze, he would have come by now" tears are falling from my face. My buddy who has been there no matter what is gone. "I'm sure he just got out, maybe the gate wasn't closed properly" Maze justifying it all logically. I breathe slowly but the tears don't stop. I feel stupid but he's been the constant company I've had all along. Marah returns "All clear" She nods at Maze. Maze helps me stand out of the back of the car. "We can go look for him together after I finish" Maze looks very apologetic. I nod at him and unlock the door. Maze walks me in and sits me on the lounge. "Will you be okay until then?" He is crouching in front of me making eye contact. I nod sniffling. Maze puts one hand on my cheek and wipes the tears with his thumb. "We will find him okay" I nod again. "Thankyou" I try to smile. Maze leaves and closes the door behind him. The house feels empty and scary. I feel alone I have never felt this empty. A piece of me is missing. I sit in the room stunned and teary. I have no idea what to do. I wake from my sad zone out to a message. Ai open it on my phone it's from Ben. I'm sorry I forced you to go to the shopping centre. I didn't know that you'd freak out like that. I dont want to just be friends you know I have had feelings for you for a long time. Please talk to me Kara. Tears stream down my face. Ben my dog is gone. I can't say any more. I blubber into a mess on the floor. My phone dings again. I look it's Ben again. I can come over I decide not to reply. I keep getting mixed up with Ben when I decide against it. I feel I'm not only confusing him but myself. My phone rings and I answer instantly. "Hello" "Hello is this Kara?" "Yes?" "Hello Kara, my name is Tiffany I'm in charge of your domestic violence case with the A.V.O" "Yes" I feel a little relief. "This is just a quick call to let you know we hold the trial tomorrow. You don't have to be present and I will be in contact after the trial" Tiffany is very reassuring. "Okay, I don't think I want to be there" I know she didn't ask. "Alright I will call you tomorrow with updates" "Thank you Tiffany" "Thankyou Kara" I hang up. All I can do is hope the trial goes my way. I dont want to keep feeling unsafe. I check the time four in the afternoon. I feel like the day has flown. I turn the tv on to try to take my mind off everything. I hope Bruno comes home. Bruno was the only thing Duncan allowed me to keep well only living thing. ***** Its dark outside I have done nothing but pace. I check the front yard again in case Bruno has returned. it's still empty. I have stood outside calling him and now my throat feels bare. A set of head lights pulls into the driveway. I open the door to see Maze climb out. He walks up the front porch and wraps me in a very warm comforting hug. It makes me feel like everything will be okay. I press my face into his chest and take a deep breath through my nose. I sigh at his delicious scent. His car is still running. Maze talks I can feel his deep voice vibrate down his hard chest. "We need to go" He doesn't push me. I grab my keys and lock up. Maze opens the door for me again. I get in the car and buckle up. Maze shuts the door. But he doesn't walk to his side of the car straight away. I see him look around. He takes a defensive stance. It's almost like he's going to stop someone. my heart kicks up. I start breathing erratically. The seat belt is too tight. I can't get it undone. My hands are sweating. I can see the darkness coming in from the corners. Maze gets in the car startling me so much I scream. Maze looks at me panicked and concern is all over his face. "shhhh" Maze closes his door, his palms are on my face "Deep breaths" he mimics long deep breaths with me. "It's okay, your safe". I breath slowly with Maze holding my face. He wipes my tears with his thumbs. Maze's eyes lock with mine. We are both still. The space between shrinks, I can feel his breath on my face. His lips graze mine in a gentle kiss, it was almost non existent it was so soft. ******Ben's pov I get out of my car and watch Triatn pull up next to me. We both have been driving around looking for Bruno. That big marshmello is important to us. He is important to me because he makes Kara happy. There has been no sign of him anywhere. I have already considered that dirt bag she was with has taken him. I really hope not. Tristan gets out of the car and walks inside. I need to see Kara. I have screwed up so majority with her in more than one way. I get out and walk around to Kara's place. It's dark and the street lights are on. I get there in time to see that police officer close his car door and kiss her. My heart breaks at seeing the blush rise on her face. The car takes off and drives around the corner. I guess i deserve this. I walk back home. I walk inside and flop onto a chair at the kitchen table. Tristan turns to me from the fridge. He slides a bottle of beer across the table for me. I crack the beer enjoying the crisp hiss from the bottle. "What's up butter cup" Tristan teases. "I have lost her" I feel the ache go through my chest. "What" Tristan looks at me. "I walked around there and the coppa is in the car with her" I pause re-living the pain "he kissed her and I could see she liked it" "Doesn't mean she doesn't have feelings for you still" Tristan has always been a glass half full type of guy. I look at Tristan waiting for him to go on. He sits and I can see the honesty coming. "Dude you messed up heaps" I nod my head hoping he doesn't list my screw ups. "But I haven't see you act so stupidly for a girl ever, hell I know you wouldn't have busted into her house that much if you didn't like her. You need to ask yourself is she worth it?" I look at him "Of course" I take a drink of my beer. "Well then fight for her" Tristan states. " Okay" We stay in the kitchen drinking. We talk and poke fun at each other. After an hour or more We hear a blood curdling scream. Both Tristan and I run to Kara's place. The police officers car is in the driveway and the lights show blood everywhere. Kara is in the middle of the lawn screaming. There is a body in the middle of the lawn. Her car has been scratched and windows broken. The word 'slut' is every where. Kara gets up she turns to see both Tristan and I standing in shock. She runs over to me and wraps her arms around me. Shaking with fear. I wrap my arms around her in a protective hug. I need to stop being an i***t and help her. I notice the front door to her house is open. The police man walks out and shuts the door. Now I definitely have to up my game. My hold gets just a little tighter on her. She pulls me tighter and starts breathing slower. She slowly calms down. Tristan walks over to the furry lump in the middle of the lawn. I mouth to Tristan as he walks back to us. 'how bad is it' Tristan shakes his head. I can only assume it's Bruno. But there's no head. The police officer comes back to us. Kara lifts her head and sniffles. "The inside is all okay. I'm gonna have to call this in" The officer says. "Can I just go to bed?" Kara whimpers. I dont let go of her. I eye the officer I can see him eyeing me. "I suggest you sleep somewhere else" Maze is hesitant "You can stay at my place tonight" at his words I flinch. Before Kara can answer I have my say. "You can stay at our place again" I state. "Yeah" Tristan backs me up. Kara hums "thanks, I'll stay with the guys" Inside I am cheering. "Are you sure?" the other guy asks. All I can think is leave her alone she's mine. "Yeah, I'm sure" Kara sniffles. 'Yep, I won this round coppa' I smirk slightly but pull it back in. "Can she get some clothes?" Tristan pops into the conversation. "Of course, I'll take her in" The police officer puts his arm out to escort Kara. Kara walks in with the officer. I turn to Tristan. "Thanks for the help" "Anytime bro" Tristan walks off. I can't help but feel there is more that needs to be said. I wait for Kara to come out with some clothes. As Kara steps out of the house he pulls her in and kisses her cheek and whispers something in her ear. I feel the jealousy rise in me. It takes all my energy not to walk up there and punch him in the face. Kara comes over to me and it's like she knows she places a hand on my arm. I feel relief. I put my arm around her and we walk to my place in silence. We get inside and Tristan is serving something for dinner. It smells like spaghetti. My mouth waters for food. I am hungry. Kara walks down the hall with her arms full of things and puts them in the spareroom. She comes back to the table. Her face is blank. I can see she is hurting. The normal spark in her eyes is dull. Tristan sits next to her silently. We both eye each other uncomfortable with Kara's hurt. Her eyes lock with mine and the tears are still there waiting for release. "They killed him" She whispers. She plays with her food while Tristan and I try to understand what is going on. "It was Bruno" her tears run down her face "I know it's hard to tell but it looked like him" Her breathing starts to become erratic. I quickly get up scraping my chair across the floor. I panic and grab Kara and hold her close. We both collapse to the floor. Tristan gets up and grabs a glass of water for her. She starts to have a panic attack. "Shhhh" I stroke her hair in hopes it helps her calm down. She just slows her breathing and fists my shirt. I feel the pull like she wants me as close as possible. We sit like this for a moment. Then I notice her hands go limp. Her breathing has slowed. I look down at her. She has passed out. Asleep. I pick Kara up and carry her to the guest room. I pull the covers back and lay her in the bed. I pull the blankets up before I can walk away her hand grasps my wrist. I stand completely still caught off guard. "Please stay" She pleads with me. I can't say no. I am so in love with this girl I cannot deny her what she wants. I kick my shoes off and climb in next to her. I try to give her space but she moves her head to my chest. My arm wraps around her automatically it all feels so right. Butterflies kick up in my stomach and I feel happy. Kara drifts off quickly. I watch her a little before I drift off. I wake up to lips. Tasting like vanilla and coconut. I can't help the hum in approval that escapes me. "hmmm" "Finally" Kara whispers to me. "What time is it?" She stopped kissing me but her hands are drawing circles on my chest and slowly moving down. I am rock hard. "three am" She whispers kissing me again. I am trying hard not to just let go. All I want is her. Her mouth feels magical on mine, her tongue is driving me crazy. Her hand gets under my shirt and just below the top of my pants. She hasn't undone the button. She starts drawing under the elastic of my underwear. I am holding on by a thread. She kisses my chest and works her way down. I stop her. I hope I don't regret stopping her. "Are you sure this is what you want?" "Ben, Pleease" she draws out the please. My thread snaps. I release the beast from inside. I pull my shirt over my head. Kara runs her fingers down my chest. ***** Kara's Pov I run my fingers down his bare chest. The excitement runs through me. I bite my bottom lip and hook my fingers into the top of his pants. I just want him on me. I need him. I kiss him hard. His tongue invades my mouth massaging my tongue. Ben pulls at the bottom of my shirt. I pull it over my head his hands straight away dance across my skin and undo my bra. I wriggle out of my bra, my breasts spring free the air is cooling enough to harden my n*****s. I keep my right hand on his chest. I can feel his heart racing. Ben kisses my lips one more time then makes his way down to my breasts. I feel his warm breath on my n****e he holds back teasing me. Once his lips hit the surface of my n****e I feel my soul screaming for him. The heat pooling in my panties. My p***y is throbbing with need. Ben pushes my shoulders onto the bed while he massages one breast and takes the other with his teeth tickling my n****e. I moan loudly. I hear Ben groan as my hips kick in showing my need. Ben's right hand travels down my stomach to the waist band of my tights. My hands travel over his muscular shoulders. I grab his left bicep and squeeze with a wave of pleasure. my body arches for him. He pulls away from my brests and smirks. He looks very smug with himself. Ben crawls onyop of my resting on his elbows. He kisses me then moves down my body to my pants. He slowly pulls my tights off. I grab a hold of him sitting up My lips meeting his. I undo his pants and tug hard to pull them down. Ben stands backs up and pulls his pants and underwear off. His hard c**k bounces out. I quickly wriggle out of my panties. Ben runs his fingers up my legs then pushes them apart. He kisses up my thighs. Gentle and tickling I can't help but giggle. His fingers part my folds I feel his breath on my bud. Then his wet tongue moves up and down tickling my senses. making my whole body vibrate for him. As he licks I feel his fingers enter. It's a tight fit. It feels amazing. He starts massaging my insides at the same time and I gasp for air. It doesn't take me long to build with him working on my c**t. "Oh, Ben!" I moan. I feel myself clench around his fingers, my body spasms with euphoria. Ben pulls his fingers out lapping at my orgasm. Ben stops and crawls up my body licking his lips. He kisses me again. I widen my legs waiting for his entry. Ben kisses my again hungry for my lips. It's like he has been in the desert with no water and I am a spring. I feel his tip rubbing against my wet folds. My hand travels down and I grab his shift and hold him right where I want. He pushes in, I remove my hand and push back making him go deeper. I moan in enjoyment and Ben groans. I can see his control is holding on by a thread. I grab at his shoulders and scratch down them. He groans again in enjoyment. I kiss him and lean in to his ear. "f**k me Ben" I whisper. He wraps his hands around my shoulders and thrusts his c**k harder into my p***y. I feel the pressure building as he starts thrusting faster and faster. Ben let's out a groan of pleasure, I feel him filling me. Pushing me over the edge I groan in pleasure milking him for everything. He collapses on me momentarily and picks himself up on his elbows. He looks deep into my eyes and leans his forhead against mine. One hand starts playing with my hair. He lifts his head and kisses me. It's a different kiss. It's full of emotion. His hand stops playing with my hair and cups my cheek. He makes me feel so important to him. Ben slowly gets off of me laying on his back. I curl up against him with my head on his chest. We both drift off together.
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