Jupiter.
Hi, it's been a while hasn't it?
Can you believe I've been married for 4 years now?, that I'm a father of two babies ?
I can't believe it either, I wake up every morning to their cries and it's always a shock that i have children.
They keep me occupied though, which is great for me because when I'm busy the sadness can't find me as easily as it does when I'm not. Maybe that's why Theo was so persistent on me staying home and taking care of them instead of going to an empty office and staring at a computer all day.
Theo well, he's miserable with me. He wants.., no needs to be touched and I can't touch him, I can't let him touch me. So he spends most of his nights out doors in the arms of someone named James. I had no intention of actually finding the guy but Karla and Shonda
