HATE THAT I LOVE YOU

Seduce Him

I just arrive in the campus and all eyes are in me. Geez, what’s with their face? They look so amaze, shock and some of them we’re jaw dropping especially the boys.

Oh gosh I almost forgot that I’m wearing a dress right now and this is not the usual dress that I’m wearing. They are all whispering and I can hear them all but I just shrug and went to my classroom.

Why do people are whispering when it’s obviously heard by the people they are talking with, geez never mind. I just walk as fast as I can not minding their though of me.

"Wow, dude she’s an angel".

" sexy, witweew"

"is she new here? She is gorgeous"

"I think so."

"That's impossible dude"

"What a gorgeous lady"

I just felt like I want to shrink in the place where I am standing because of the way people stare that are giving to me.

Some of them we’re shocked, and it feel like they just see an angel sent from above, just kidding but true.

Do I really get their attention that much? But all I want is the attention of the man I fell in love with. I need to do this, chin up self and smile. I walked towards in front of Gunner but duh is he a gay? He doesn’t even giving a glance on me.

I come back on my mind when someone poked me and asked question

"Miss, are you new here, if you want I can take you on tour towards my heart " and he wink, tsk Adrian is always be Adrian the one and only ultimate playboy in the school. I just glared at him.

"Damn, that’s so old move bro ahahaha " Miggy laugh out loud and give high five on his friends

"Miss, I think you captured my heart, soul and mind. Can I court you? " He is smiling from ear to ear , but sorry not sorry my heart already belong to someone else and no one can replace him.

"you look gorgeous"

“Wooh, I can see goddess”

"wait are you new here?"

I know that they will not gonna stop throwing questions with me so I confess on them.

"What the fudge" I cuss with full force and it echo in the whole class which made them silent and my dear love finally look at me. I actually did it with purpose which is to caught up his attention, and I think it’s working baby….

"Would you please shup the fudge up, this is just me the one and only Jiselle Mendoza"

All of them got shocked except for my dearest love, tsk.

"damn it Jiselle you look wooah so much gorgeous, can I be your boyfriend"Adrian was shock but he manage to make a comments, as usual this is one of his moves.

"damn you too, don’t cuss on me'' I hissed on him

"and for your information I know that I’m gorgeous" I flip my hair and all of them get woooah

"Woohh, life changing huh. Relax baby" Adrian put his arm in my shoulder but I put his arm away and flip it and give him a punch, he know that I’m a black belter and that’s what he get from me. No one dares to do that but this Playboy of the campus. He is a good man but my heart capture by my Gunner.

"Awts, let me go Jiselle. I give up dude, chill okay" I let him go and he massage his arm

"Don't mess up with me, cause if you do so, your dead" I gave him a death glare and went to gunner but before I finally get in front of my love, Adrian whisper something that I didn’t heard because it’s too low

" tsk, you must be thankful that I love you" he pouted like a child and I’m so done with him.

"Are you saying something Mr. Lu?" I arch my eyebrow.

" Psh" he just continued pouting but he also looks serious, it doesn’t even suit him. Well, he is handsome, but I don’t like playboy and a chick magnet.

"Hi Gunner, good morning" I smile widely and making a cute face in his front.

He fluster a weak smile before he speak and he exactly look so cool "I think you mistaken me miss. I'm not Gunner, I'm Raven Craze Sandoval" he introduce himself. I know your name my love but I like calling you gunner because you are like a g*n that shout me wherein my heart captivated by you, and I will never forget your name, mi amigo.

"are you fool, Jiselle. Why are you calling him as if he is like a g*n? " Adrian laughing that’s why I gave him a death glare which make him shup up his mouth. He is totally weird this few day and I don’t know what’s with Adrian’s mind now but I don’t want to know it.

Why do he like to interrupt in every chit chat that I am involve with?

"Oppsie dopsie, I thought Gunner is your name. you shot my heart with your handsomeness my love and now I’m deeply fallen in love with you and you are always running to my mind all through nights days". I said with wide smile and he just shake his head.

What the fudge! Don’t do that, you make me fell in love with you deeper. My knees are shaking but I need to act confident in front of him, I don’t know if he noticed how I let out a heavy sigh. I can’t breath and I think I need an oxygen. All of my classmates said WOOOH in chorus.

“Guy’s who wants some popcorn?” I glance on them and what the fudge they are watching a movie and they are enjoying themselves.

" I really appreciated your pick up line but..... I’m not interested with you so I’m sorry" he look shy an scratch his back of his head but he is so straight forward, he's really cute.

"awts that’s must be hurt, I feel yah." and again they laugh in chorus. They are making a little commotion and whispering while laughing

"What the fudge is your problem, are you numb, can you show some blush or anything? .... Anyways I don't care if you're not interested in me cause I will do everything just to make you mine." And that’s a statement.

He stop by my words but he just smile and mouthed thank you and he return on his own works. I just pouted in his gesture.

And again, All of my classmate said WOOOH in chorus. Seriously are they making fun on me? And they look like they are in tsk never mind.

I’m still standing in his front, gosh what have I’ve done. This is not like me anymore, and why am I cussing self? Where did I get all this strength to be in his front no minding the people around me with whatever words I utter? Is this what loves can do to us? I feel ashamed but still I continue acting like what they see now.

When he notice that I’m still standing in front of him, he stand up and I thought that he would do something special but he face me and smile again, damn those beautiful smile he has.

"it’s better that you will forget your feelings with me and save it to the man that will love you the way you are. I’m sorry but I can’t give back the love you want, I want to like you but sorry my heart belong to someone special for me, so better back off okay?” he said calmy with serious sound and it looks like he doesn’t want to hurt my feelings but he need too. Why do life so complicated?

I let out a heavy sigh "it's alright, I still love you. I love you my Gunner"and I walk towards my seat while everyone in the class was shocked by what they see including my love. I just gave him a peak on his face.

"Wooh, that was a show. That was love can do to someone. Once you have fall in love, you cannot escape from it and all you have to do is to follow your heart, right Adrian?" Beauty said but I didn't mind her, but then again I saw something in Adrian eyes that I cannot describe, he look like he is hurting and having some pain. Still he give me a playful smile. And Gunner just sigh and went back to his chair beside me.

I love Gunner but I also love my grades, I need to focus on my studies that's why I listened attentively on the discussion all through day.