I was very nervous when Gordon called me to tell me that the date would be tonight. I was hoping he'd take time to prepare so that I had time to prepare. I was feeling like my world was enclosed, decided to go for a run to help calm my nerves. I ran from my place to the park then I came back. I started looking through my closet, I didn't see anything to wear. Olivia left this morning and said something but I didn't get it I was asleep. So, she couldn't help me, was freaking out. I turned to the next person I could think of, Nadia. I got my phone and texted her. Nadia, I need your help. I'm freaking out. I looked at my phone waiting impatiently for her to respond. But she didn't. What was taking her so long I wondered as I paced around the room unable to settle down. I couldn't wait anymore
