I reached home and went straight to have a cold shower. Why did I kiss her? I think the real question is why I acted awkwardly after kissing her. She had the softest lips, I shouldn't have held her the way I did. That awoke feelings in me that I have been trying so much to repress. But when she looked at me with her blue eyes, I felt as though she was drawing me towards her, as though I was meant to kiss her. But her reaction made me think maybe my mind was just playing tricks on me. But then he kissed me back, taking me back by surprise and I was unable to react. I felt the water running down my back, I should probably call her, and try and explain myself. Or will I come off as desperate? But I'm the one who made the situation weird by behaving awkwardly. But as I rested my forehead on he
