i called you answered (ICYA)

chapter 6

moon's pov

I rushed to the bathroom and locked the door, my heart was racing too fast because it never ends well whenever my mom calls me. I hesitantly picked the call and and put the phone on speaker because I didn't want it close to my ear and its because she always shouts every single time she call.

Mom : you ungrateful son of a b***h, you are working in a big company now and you think you can just leave me here to rot ahhh....who's going to pay for the store rent,what about the house rent and the bills...I knew I should never have brought you up you Bastard, I brought you up and this is how you want to repay me ahhh...My friends are mocking me because either their sons likes you or they are saying I gave birth to a jinx because you look like a girl...

Moon: mom how is that my fault that I look so much like a girl??you were the one that brought me into this world looking like this. why am I to be blamed??. why do you hate me so much?? and what have you ever done for me, you lock me up in the store room knowing fully well I hate darkness, you beat me up and even use hot irons on me, when your husband my step dad raped me, you didn't believe me and punished me for lying, you starved me for days when i tried to just call you mom....so what exactly did you do for me?? i voiced out my anger with tears and sniffing, my voice was literally cracking at every words I say.

Mom: you are so ungrateful, how do you want me to believe that my husband, your own father raped you?? you.....

Moon: he's not my father....I cut her off with a very high pitched voice.

Mom : oooo now I see, you have also grown too big to talk back and raise your voice at me ahhh you ingrate. I should have let you starve to death, but that the same man that you claimed raped you was the one that came to your rescue.(honey don't say those bad things to him ,he's still a child,let me talk to him maybe he's going to listen.) I heard that evil man talk my mom at the other side.

no honey let me teach him some manners, this ingrate thinks that an going to believe every nonsense that comes out his dirty mouth. my mom replied him back.

Moon: Am sorry for raising my voice,I didn't mean to..what do you from me??what is it that you want from me mom?? why do you hate this?? am your son.. the more I talk the more tears roll down my chin.

Mom: hahahaha I just want you to die...but before you die make sure to send me that money by the end of today. do you understand???

Moon: yes mom, I will do it when I get off work. sorry....

Mom : Good for you...then you can go around being the slut you are. she hanged up the phone and I just fell to the floor crying. I don't know how much I cried but when I finally felt satisfied and looked up at my phone screen, I found out I was gone for 47 minutes, so turned to leave but looked at my reflection in the mirror, that was when I saw my eyes was all puffy and red, so I washed my face and cleaned up a little then walked back to the office with a gloomy face.

when I entered, I saw only Mr Mark and Tony ,and they were staring at me with a calm face, so I wondered where Clara and Betty had gone.

am sorry for coming back late, it was an emergency. i apologized to Mr Mark.

no problem, Betty and Clara were waiting for you to take your number but I gave it to them, I hope you dont mind it??

No sir, it's okay. thank you, I will go back to work. I said as I walked back to my desk slowly.

but then the worst happened...

I was sitting on my desk still gazing at my papers as I was trying not to allow my tears fall and my thoughts were running wild untill someone touched and I flinched with a panic. I stood up with haste and my chair back making me hit my back to the wall. I slide to the floor with my knees on my chest and I used my hands to cover my hear because I was hearing so many things at the same from just nowhere and it was making me insane with my eyes shut and tears dropping. I didn't know any other thing but I was just calling out my besties name.

Sugar!! Tom!! call sugar and Tom for me, I want sugar and Tom,I need them.

I kept saying those words but I know for sure that I could hear Mr Mark and Tony panicking. Mr Tony tried coming closer to me,but with the state am in only my besties can handle me, he tried to touch me but I slapped his hands off and continued shivering. that was the last thing I remember untill when I opened my eyes and found my best friends next to me with me lying on the couch in the office, Mr Mark and Tony looking at me like I just woke up from the dead and that was when I realized that I messed up.

shit I just messed up.

what do I do??

How do I explain myself?

am sure am going to be fired....

God why me???

all this thoughts started running through my mind when I woke up, but I was surprised at the reaction I got from both Mr Mark and Mr Tony. I was really surprised because of all the things I heard about Mr Mark, I was expecting to get fired but the reaction was just so unexpected