I realize what I needed to do, and that’s leaving. I needed to get away from these people who have done nothing but love and cherish me. My selfish self didn’t heed the first warning and now it’s coming to bite me in the ass. Josh came back into the office with a tray of snacks and what smelt to be coffee. He stopped dead in his tracks when he caught me sitting on the couch. Trey got up and took the tray from Josh’s hands and set the tray on the side table next to Bethany. Josh strolled over to me after he finally regained his senses. He dropped to his knees in front of me, resting his head on my lap. I ran my fingers through his luscious hair. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m scared, who is doing any of this or what any of this has to do with me? I’m annoyed with all of this

