Flashback: 2015
"I wouldn't be surprised if up until now I'm only known for being the smart kid in school with vast knowledge. As long as I can improve my standing every quarter, I'm sure that my parents would be proud of me as their oldest daughter. I'll be okay 'til the end. I'll give them my best even if I'll have to bear with it alone."
This is my reminder for myself. I don't have any friends in school but at least I could still do everything by myself. I'm used to being alone. I don't need to worry about the toxic people who'll try to bring me down from my studies. A loner.
Every day, I force myself on reading tons of books without any breaks in between. They want me to remain the top one student in the class. They are my parents, do I have any choice?
I turn my back away from eve
