Last night was by far the worst f*****g night of my life. I couldn’t rest, I couldn’t sleep, I just wanted to run and find Amelia, taste her delicate lips, feel her curvy body under me and make sure she didn’t hate me. I know we have some issues to handle and some strong differences in opinion, but I still f*****g want her. She’s mine. She was meant for me. Instead of calmly talking to her, I insulted her and the guilt is eating away at me. It also doesn’t help that Ace spent all night calling me names, some of which were very creative. Didn’t know my wolf had such an extensive vocabulary – I’d be impressed if it wasn’t directed at me. First thing in the morning I had Jasper tell me where to find the Alpha suite. I ran to talk to Amelia and try and sort this out, but I nearly lost my s*

