*
I starred awake "Derrick ?" I murmured, my voice groggy.
He turned to me with a warm smile. "Hey there. How are you feeling?"
I sat up slowly, a mixture of embarrassment and gratitude washing over me. "A little better, I think."
My embarrassment and shame lingered long after I saw Derrick and remembered the events of the previous night surprise. I couldn't shake the feeling of guilt that came from being cared for in my most embarrassing state. I knew Derrick had acted out of genuine concern, but my pride took a hit, and the memory of my drunken behavior haunted me. I had to inform Alex that I was fine and it was time for him to leave.
Although the day, I found myself pacing my living room, my mind racing with self-critical thoughts. I have always been the strong and capable one and
