The cold night seeps into my clothes
as I walk in the dark
street. Slowly covered
by the falling snowflakes. Wearing thin clothing
as if it didn"t bother me
at all as I walk slowly dragging
my feet to somewhere I don’t even know. My arms
automatically hugs my body when a sudden
gush of wind blew out. With my
breath turning into thick cloud over my
face. Even with all of this
my feet kept on going. I walk and I walk with no destination.
Will I die?
"Watch out!" The sudden hit on my head blurs
my vision further
then I fell on the cold
ground.
It"s cold. Mom.. Help.
"s**t, Marco! I told you
to be careful. You hit someone!" I can still hear them. "It
was just a
human no big deal. Look, I think he"s
dead."
"No, he"s not dead. Come on
let"s take him to Liam." The younger boy whines
then I felt a cold hand suddenly
grabs my wrist and
pulls me like a sack of potatoes.
"Marco!"
"Tsk. Then you take him! I"m going to
see brother first." The younger boy runs off
while the older one
carries me over his shoulder.
"That damn spoiled brat." He hisses through gritted teeth. I want to react since even half unconscious I felt his skin.
It’s colder than the snow.
Please
let me see my
Mom before you take me,
God.
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"Warm enough?" Blinking, I woke up
in a pool of blankets and pillows. My eyes focus on the most wonderful
pair of hazel eyes. The
orange light coming from the fireplace made his skin glow in a
wonderful tan but you can
still see how his
ivory skin was illuminated
beautifully by the fire. He does not look human at all.
I blink again, pulling the
warm, thick blanket
tighter against my body.
So warm.
It smells
like a field of lavender.
I watch him as he is
placing more wood in the cracking fire
and the fire grew alive.
Dancing in front of him. The light
perfectly mirrored
in his big olive eyes. The
perfect heroin.
With a perfect hair, nose, eyes
and body.
Who was he? Why did he take me in?
I look around. It was a huge house.
A study room. His
study. It was filled with tall book shelves
stuck on the
wide walls. Filled with old hardbound books. Huge
ones. There"s a
huge desk with towering paper works that I think will tip
off and fall if I touch it even in
the slightest. The
place is large and
everything looks
expensive. He looks young. Rich. The furniture seems like it will cost me my whole life labor to buy. It is that
expensive.
I blink at him when he held my chin making me look
up at his smiling face. He
was so close so I back away a bit.
This guy doesn"t know self-boundaries. He was crouching
in front of the
fancy large seat I was seated.
A chair with red velvet satin cover and an old
Victorian wood.
It made me feel small, smaller
than I already
am.
"So.. How are you feeling little one?" Little?! See? I frown at him and push his hand
off me. He just chuckles
at my response.
"What"s your name?" He ask with still a bit of laughter in his voice. I frown again almost wincing
and he lost his smile. He eyed me long in silence. With only the cracking fire in the fireplace can be heard.
"Can"t you.. speak?" He finally says making me purse my lips tightly shut. My hand unconsciously touching my throat.
My voice.
Is something I lost for a long
time.
He stills, straightening his back. He took in a deep breath
through his nose
and fix his eyes on me again.
"I"m sorry. Can you write it down then?" He
quickly said when
he saw me near tears.
I nod and his
warm smile returns, standing
up as he fetch a paper and a fancy looking
fountain pen.
I take it as he hands it
to me, going down on his
knees in front of me.
I place the paper on
my lap and wrote down slowly in messy scribbles. He just stayed
there, watching
my hand move. I only learned
how to write my name. That"s all. My Mom’s the
one who taught me how to write my name. I can read a bit too but never had the privilege to learn. I lift up the
paper facing him. I was
embarrass because the ink is all messed
up and the letters were
almost unreadable. I wish he could read it still though. His
smile slowly stretch
up from the corners
of his lips and he drifts his
eyes from the
paper to me.
"Nice to meet you, Warren." He surprised me. He
could read it! Though I was more surprise on what happens next.
He embraces me. Tight too, as if he didn"t
want to let me go.
I don"t know what to do or how to react, so I just didn"t move and
scented a strong aroma of something like
an expensive perfume.
Or was that just him?
"I knew it was
you all along. Warren. My Warren..
What a beautiful name that is."
I struggle and break free from
his hold. He was.. His skin.. I shiver and hug
my body. He is
so cold, literally. I didn"t felt it immediately but his skin was really really cold.
I blink but his moves
are so fast. In a nano second
he lifts his arms
with a huge black blanket
and he swings it, making it land
swiftly over my shoulders, covering my tiny frame. He wraps it around
me and once again he did something that I wasn"t expecting a man would do for
someone like me. He carries
me in his arms, like a toddler.
I didn"t like it
but I really have no choice
nor can I complain about it. It is not uncomfortable though. My feet dangles against his arm and his
sudden gesture
made me hold onto him with surprise.
He just stands
up so suddenly. Making my arms
wrap around his neck for support.
He smiles at me as he walk out of the study. I couldn"t
even admire the Palace like
house. Maybe it
was a Palace after all. Watching this man do all of this without
me knowing the reason why makes
me
think but something sidetracks me from that and it is because of his icy skin. Even
beneath his shirt,
I can feel how cold his skin is. Now that we"re
outside and there is
much brighter light, I can also
see how paper white
his skin is. Before I knew it I was already touching his
perfect skin. So white. Like porcelain.
He
was ice cold.
He stops from his tracks and he stares at me with an
unreadable expression. His eyes
seems darker though. I thought
they were hazel brown? I trace his cheek with my fingers, tracing a visible
vein there, his
skin is that clear.
I already felt how chilled
his skin is. And instinctively, I pull the black
blanket that was on me and
wrap it around
him too. He watches me and his face softens
and he smiles at me.
"I"m not cold. Don"t worry." I shake my
head and hide
my face over his shoulder. That was embarrassing. What the
hell was I doing?
He resumes from walking
and pushes open a huge wooden
door. I gasp
at
the room. It was huge! Much larger than the study. There
was a king size bed in the middle
of the vast room. The room looks
modernized though. Unlike the study that feels
more antique and vintage.
There was a bookshelf again.
A mini lounge area with a wide dark brown sofa and a wooden coffee table. A flat screen TV and different appliances I just saw today. Wow. It was amazing.
I guess I was too busy admiring the place that I didn"t notice
him placing me on the bed.
He turn on something and the
coldness in the room
was gone in a
second. He had
a heater? I relax in the pool
of soft and warm blankets, engulfing
me and I fell lying on the soft,
warm bed. Sighing in relaxation, this felt like I was
brought to heaven.
"Warren?" I heard him
called out my name with a chuckle.
I was already half-asleep, sinking in the
sheets when he takes all the blankets off me and
he help me change my clothes.
His cold fingers made me flinch. Sitting
up when he
pulls my shirt over my head. I let him do that and even
help him take my shirt off. He smiles at me and grabs something in his walk-in
closet and handed
me a silky pair of pajamas.
I eyed the pj’s and he smiles again. I don"t know why I"m allowing
him all this but this guy didn"t seem like he"s
a bad guy at all. I"m not so sure about that but that"s
what I feel.
"Wear it. Go ahead
sleep. Tomorrow, I"ll tour
you around the house." I was
already wearing
the top, buttoning it close one by one when
the realization finally struck me.
I shouldn"t
be in here! What was it? He sighs with a look of relief
and
he helps me
button my pajamas
all the way. Watching
him made me also wonder
why I was so comfortable with a man I just met. I even let him dress me. I sunk under
the thick comforter and blankets
and he tucks me in. "Go rest, my Dear Warren." I blink at him and let my heavy eyelids
fall as I yawn. His gestures
only made me drowsier. He was gently stroking my hair
and I fell asleep just like that with questions
swimming in my sleep.
What is this place? Who is this
man? Why do I feel so
safe here?