Talia's POV
I wake up to gossip.
This isn't unusual. The academy pack link runs through the night at a low hum — most people dial back during sleep, but it never fully quiets, and by the time the sun is up the younger year groups are already running their morning chatter through it like a river finding its course. I've been tuned to the social frequencies of Moonlight Academy since my first year. I wake up most mornings already knowing the broad shape of what happened the day before.
This morning the broad shape is: something happened with the Nightshade twins.
I lie in bed and follow the threads. My friend group link first — currently buzzing with the energy of people who went to sleep with questions and woke up still having them.
*Did anyone see the twins in the main corridor yesterday morning?*
*I saw them. Both of them just — stopped. Like someone hit pause.*
*My cousin was there. She said Prince Eric caught a girl and then just stood there holding her.*
*Holding her or—*
*Not like THAT. Like he caught her when she nearly fell. But then neither of them moved.*
*I heard it was a mate bond snap.*
This lands on the group link like a stone dropped in still water. Ripples spreading outward as everyone processes it simultaneously.
*A mate bond snap? For real?*
*Both of them? At the same time?*
*WHO?*
Ember stirs in my awareness. *"You already know,"* she says.
*I have a strong suspicion,* I say.
*It's not a suspicion. You watched it happen.*
*I watched something happen. I didn't see the hallway collision directly.*
*You watched Lyra come into Werewolf History looking like she'd been struck by lightning and was refusing to fall down. You watched both princes stare at the back of her head for fifty minutes. You watched her leave before anyone could approach her.* A pause. *That's not a suspicion.*
She's right. She's frequently right, which is one of her less endearing qualities at seven in the morning.
I sit up. The morning light is coming through the curtains at the angle that means it's just past seven, which gives me enough time to get ready properly if I don't linger. I reach for the broader academy link — not the full pack connection, just the layer that runs through the student body — and take a careful read of the temperature.
The gossip is running fast but it doesn't have a name yet. People know something happened. They know it involved the twins. The collision itself was witnessed by maybe thirty students who were in that corridor, and thirty students at Moonlight Academy is more than enough to generate a rumour, but the specific identity of the girl at the centre of it is still moving through inference and speculation rather than confirmed fact.
*"Give it until lunch,"* Ember says. *"Then they'll have a name."*
*We need to talk to Lyra before lunch then.*
*We need to talk to Lyra before she walks into the building and doesn't know what's running on the link about her.*
I think about that as I get dressed. Lyra has no link presence — she won't feel the gossip the way the rest of the student body will, won't wake up to the chatter running through the network, won't have any sense of what people are saying about her unless someone tells her or she sees it in the way people look at her. Which means she'll walk into the school today knowing that something enormous happened yesterday and having no idea that everyone around her is already piecing it together.
That's a terrible position to be in. I know what it feels like to walk into a room where people are talking about you on a channel you can't hear — I had a bad third year, a falling-out with a friend group that ran three weeks of link conversation about me before I had any idea it was happening. I remember exactly how it felt to realize. I remember the particular helplessness of it.
Lyra is going to need someone walking beside her today who already knows what's running and can shield her from the worst of it before it lands. That's me.
I'm dressed and out the door in twelve minutes, which is a personal record.
---
She's at the gate when I get there. Not our usual meeting spot — that's inside, near the lockers — but the gate itself, the east entrance, where she arrives every morning between seven forty and seven fifty. I've learned her timing over two weeks of paying attention, which is one of the things I do when I've decided someone matters.
She looks terrible. Not dramatically — Lyra never does anything dramatically — but the signs are there if you know what to look for: the shadows under her eyes that aren't usually as dark as this, the particular set of her shoulders that means she's been carrying something since before she woke up. She slept badly. Maybe not at all.
"Rough night?" I fall into step beside her. No preamble, no *good morning* — that's not what this moment needs.
"Couldn't sleep." Her voice is even. It's always even. I've been cataloguing the ways her voice stays level when it shouldn't and it's a fairly long list at this point.
"Want to talk about it?"
"No."
"Okay." I don't push. I have a policy about not pushing Lyra, which I developed around day three of knowing her when I noticed that every time someone pushed — in the slightest way, even a cheerful *come on, tell me* — something in her went quiet and pulled back, not defensively but with the smooth efficiency of long practice. She's been trained out of being pushed. So I don't.
Instead I walk with her and let the silence do what silence does, which is sometimes more useful than conversation.
The pack link is buzzing this morning at a slightly elevated pitch — the gossip running through it at the level below words, the quality of shared interest and speculation that I can feel as a low brightness even without tuning in specifically. I wonder if Lyra can feel it. She has no link presence, no connection to the pack network, but the bond snap has given her — something. I'm not sure what exactly. I watched her yesterday with her shields locked so tight it must have ached, and I watched her feel things she wasn't connected to through any channel I understand.
I'll ask her about it someday. Not today.
---
Werewolf History. First period. Our usual seats.
I slide in beside her and take stock of the room before I open my notebook. This is a habit — a quick scan of the social temperature, who's sitting where, what the link is doing at classroom level. It takes about four seconds and tells me most of what I need to know about the next fifty minutes.
What it tells me today: every student who has a line of sight to Lyra's seat is using it, with varying degrees of subtlety. The gossip has narrowed since this morning — the name is out now, or mostly out, filtering through the year group link in the particular way of information that's been confirmed by someone credible. I can feel the attention in the room without anyone having said anything out loud.
Lyra has her notebook open. She's writing the date in the top right corner, her handwriting even and unhurried, and I would bet anything that she knows exactly what's running on the link right now and is choosing not to acknowledge it.
The twins come in. The room does the thing it always does when the twins come in — that small collective readjustment, the pack instinct that registers Alpha-line and responds to it automatically. But today there's something else layered under it, a quality of attention that's more specific than the usual ambient awareness. People are watching to see what they do.
What they do is walk to their seats. Eric's eyes find the back of Lyra's head immediately — immediately, before he's even fully sat down — and stay there with a focus that is not subtle to anyone paying attention. Zander sits beside him and his whole posture changes, the way a compass needle changes when you bring it near something with a strong pull. Present and oriented in a way he wasn't yesterday.
Nathan slots in on Eric's other side and gives me a look across the room. Not a loaded look — just the specific quality of acknowledgment that passes between two people who have both been paying attention to the same thing for different reasons. I've been watching Lyra. He's been watching the situation. The Venn diagram of what we know is probably more overlapping than either of us has said out loud yet.
I'll fix that today.
Lyra's pen is moving across her notebook. Steady handwriting, focused on the page, not betraying anything to anyone who isn't watching closely enough. I'm watching closely enough.
Her hands are slightly pink. I noticed it yesterday too but dismissed it — today it's more pronounced, the skin of her palms and the undersides of her fingers carrying the particular color of mild irritation or a minor burn. Not blistering. Just uncomfortable.
I file it.
Professor Henrick enters, sets his satchel down, opens his book.
"Today we examine what the historical record tells us about the mate bond as it manifested in gemstone wolves." He says it with the same tone he says everything — a fact being delivered, not a subject being introduced for discussion. "Open to page sixty-two."
Pages turning. I open to page sixty-two. The chapter heading: *The Gemstone Mate Bond: Historical Accounts and Documented Variations.*
Lyra opens to the same page and uncaps her pen.
"The mate bond among ordinary wolves is well documented," Henrick begins. "One male, one female, a single permanent pairing — the biology is consistent, the mechanics understood. The gemstone wolves present a variation worth examining separately."
He writes on the board: *MULTI-BOND PAIRING.*
"It is not, in itself, unusual for multiples to share a mate. Twins, triplets — sets of any size — are understood in wolf biology as a single soul divided between separate bodies. A shared mate is a natural extension of that shared selfhood. What is documented as rare is when those multiples are of royal bloodline — co-Alphas, co-heirs — sharing a single mate. The records of such pairings are few, and the bonds in these cases appear to carry additional weight given the Alpha dynamic involved."
I watch Lyra from the corner of my eye. She is writing. Her pen is moving. Her handwriting is the same as it always is.
Then Henrick says: "What the accounts agree on is this — when such a bond forms, it forms completely and simultaneously. Not sequential, not partial. All bonds at once, in the same moment."
Lyra's pen stops.
I see it happen. The pen lifts half an inch off the paper, suspended in mid-stroke, hovering over a word she was in the process of writing. It stays there for two full seconds — long enough that it's not a pause for thought, it's a freeze — and then it lowers. Slowly. Deliberately.
She writes something. Not what she was writing before — the sentence has changed, the handwriting slightly more careful than usual, the particular care of someone who is managing their hands with conscious attention. Then the pen resumes its normal pace.
Her face is blank. Not the specific blankness of someone who heard something distressing — the wider blankness of someone who has had a very large piece of information land and is not going to react to it in a classroom.
I look at the board. *Multi-bond pairing. Royal multiples. All bonds at once.*
I turn just enough to see the twins a few rows behind us. Eric's eyes are fixed on the back of Lyra's head. Zander is very still in the particular way of someone exercising restraint. I turn back before either of them notices.
I look at Lyra's perfectly level profile.
Talia, I think to myself, you have been sitting next to the most significant event in this kingdom's recent history for two weeks and you have been too busy trying not to spook her to see the shape of it.
I see it now.
*"There it is,"* Ember says. Not triumphantly — carefully, the way she says things that matter. *"You've got all the pieces."*
*I know.*
*What are you going to do with them?*
*Nothing today. Today I'm going to walk her to the gate and tell her I'm here.*
*And after today?*
*After today I'm going to make sure she knows she doesn't have to carry this alone.*
The lecture continues. I take notes. Lyra takes notes. Two rows behind us, Eric's eyes don't move from the back of her head, and Zander sits with the contained stillness of a wolf who has found the thing he's been missing and is exercising every available unit of restraint in not moving toward it.
The bell rings. Lyra is out of her seat and gone before the sound of it has finished. The door swings closed behind her.
The twins stand. Eric looks at the door. Zander looks at the door. Neither of them moves immediately, and the effort of that is visible in the set of both their shoulders.
Nathan is already looking at me. Across two rows of desks and the shuffling movement of students, his expression is the specific expression of someone who has decided that a conversation needs to happen.
I agree.
---
The day passes in the particular way of days when you're watching something closely — slowly in the watching, fast in the recollection afterward. I pay attention to everything.
Lyra's eyes in the corridor between second and third period, tracking the twins without meaning to — I see the moment she catches herself doing it and redirects her gaze forward, the small deliberate correction she's been making all morning. Her body turns toward them the way a plant turns toward light. She turns it back. Turns it back again. Turns it back a third time. She's been making that correction every time they come within range all day, and each time it costs her something small that I can see in the set of her jaw.
Her hands when Zander passes in the corridor — she's walking slightly ahead of me, and he comes from the opposite direction with Nathan, and she registers his approach three steps before it would be visible to anyone not paying close attention. Her hands close at her sides. Not fists — controlled, the knuckles going briefly pale and then releasing as he passes without stopping.
She doesn't look at him. Her entire body knows exactly where he is.
I think about what it must be like to feel that pull and refuse to move toward it, every single time, all day. To feel something that enormous and spend every available unit of energy making sure no one around you can see it. I've read about mate bonds in the same history classes she has — everyone at the academy has, it's curriculum — and I know what they feel like at a theoretical level. One of my older cousins found her mate two years ago and she described it as something she had no previous reference point for, an animal recognition that superseded every other consideration, a gravitational pull that made everything else temporarily irrelevant.
Lyra has been walking against that pull for twenty-four hours. In both directions, for two of them at once.
The stamina of it is something I need a moment to absorb.
Alissa Montgomery in the corridor after third period, her hand finding Zander's arm with the particular proprietary ease of someone exercising a habit — and Lyra three steps away watching it happen with an expression that doesn't change at all. Not a flicker. But her jaw has a quality it didn't have thirty seconds ago, a very slight set that I only catch because I've been watching her face for two weeks and I know every version of her neutral.
*"White knuckles,"* Ember says, very quietly.
I look at Lyra's hands. Ember is right. She's released them by the time we turn the next corner, the tension gone, the control reasserting itself. She has been doing this all day and she will keep doing it until she goes home, and then she'll wake up tomorrow and do it again.
I don't say anything. I walk beside her and fill the silence and keep watching.
Lunch in the far corner of the cafeteria, which is where Lyra goes when she needs to be away from the centre of things. She eats with her tray close and her back to the wall and she works through her food with the efficient focus that I've been noticing since the first week — not savoring it, just completing it, the way you complete a task rather than enjoy a meal. Fast. Contained. Like someone who has learned that meals are not guaranteed and should be finished while the finishing is possible.
Small thing. Not a small thing.
The gossip has her name by the time we sit down, just as Ember predicted. I can feel it moving through the student body link — *Lyra Stone, the new girl, Garrett Stone's daughter* — and I watch carefully to see if any of it reaches her. She has no link presence, no direct connection, but someone at the next table says her name out loud and her chin comes up by a millimetre.
She heard it. She knows.
She keeps eating. Tray close, back to the wall, steady.
*"She knew it was coming,"* Ember says. *"She's been bracing for it all day."*
Probably. Lyra braces for things. It's one of the primary things she does.
By the end of the day I have a collection of small things that are not small things, and they've assembled themselves into a picture I've been reluctant to look at directly because looking at it directly requires accepting what it shows.
Lyra Stone has been afraid for a long time. Not of the bond snap — that's new, that's recent, that's a separate layer over the top of something older. The older thing is what built the walls and trained out the flinching and taught her to eat fast and map exits and make herself invisible in rooms full of people. The older thing is what she goes home to every night.
The long sleeves. I've been noting them for two weeks and this is the first time I've let myself consider what they might be covering rather than just filing them as a detail. The flinching at sudden movements — not startled, not skittish, but the specific braced quality of someone whose body has learned to expect impact. The eating. The exits. The way she carries herself like someone who is always calculating how much space she's allowed to take up and erring on the side of less.
I have a cousin who came to stay with us for a summer when we were twelve. She moved the same way. She ate the same way. She wore long sleeves in July. By the end of the summer I understood why, because my mother understood why, and we handled it as a family handles it — quietly, with intent, over time.
I understand the picture now. I've been understanding it for a while and refusing to look at it squarely because looking squarely at it means accepting that the girl I've been walking to class every morning for two weeks has been going home to something I can't name and she hasn't been able to stop.
Ember is quiet in my chest — not her usual commentary, just presence. Warm and steady, the way she gets when something matters enough to stop being witty about.
*"What do we do?"* she asks.
*We be here,* I say. *Consistently. We make sure she knows the door is open. And then—* I think about Nathan's attentive gaze across the classroom, the file he's been building that I'm certain is more comprehensive than anything I have. *Then we coordinate.*
Not yet. First I'm going to walk her to the gate and say the thing that needs to be said. Tomorrow I'm going to talk to Nathan. And then, carefully and without rushing anything, we're going to figure out what Lyra Stone actually needs and make sure she has a way to get it.
That's the plan.
---
The gate. Our usual goodbye spot — she turns south toward the Noble District, I turn north toward my own road, and we do a brief pause here every day before splitting. It's become a small ritual without either of us naming it as one.
"Lyra."
She stops. Turns. Looks at me with the careful attention she gives everything — not suspicious, just thorough, reading the situation before responding to it.
I pick my words with the care they deserve. "I'm not going to ask about what's happening. I don't need you to explain it or name it or talk about any part of it."
She waits. She's good at waiting.
"I just want you to know — whatever it is, whatever's going on — you don't have to manage it alone. I'm here. No conditions. No questions. No agenda." I hold her eyes. "Just here."
Something happens. It's small and it's fast and if I wasn't watching with the specific attention I've been giving her all day I'd miss it entirely — the wall that's been up since I met her, solid and practised and entirely convincing, drops for just a fraction of a second. What's underneath it stops my breath.
Loneliness. Not the mild kind — the vast, deep-rooted kind, the kind that's been growing in the dark for years without anyone to tend it or name it or hold it. It's enormous and it's exhausted and it belongs to someone who has been alone with it for so long they've almost stopped noticing it, the way you stop noticing the weight of something you've been carrying too long.
Then the wall comes back. Smooth and immediate, the practised ease of someone who's had years to perfect the motion.
"Thanks, Talia," she says. Her voice is even.
"Always," I say. And I mean it in the exact way it needs to be meant — not as something kind to say, but as a fact. Always. Without conditions. That's the offer.
She nods once. Turns south. Walks away with the particular efficiency of her usual pace, not hurrying, not lingering, just moving.
I watch her go until she's around the corner. Ember is quiet beside me — not the quiet of someone without thoughts, but the quiet of someone who has thoughts too large for immediate words.
*"She's going to need us,"* Ember says finally.
*"I know."*
*"Not just for the mate bond. For whatever else she's carrying. The long-sleeves thing. The eating. The flinching."*
*"I know."*
*"What do we do?"*
*We be here,* I say. *Consistently. Without conditions. Until she believes it.*
I pull up Nathan's name on my private link. He's been on the edge of my awareness all day — I felt him watching things I was watching, filing things I was filing, coming to conclusions I was coming to from a different direction. We've been working the same problem without coordinating, which is inefficient and also, I think, about to stop.
*"We need to talk about Lyra Stone,"* I send.
The pause is brief. Nathan's responses are always brief — he doesn't waste words on the link the way some people do. *"Yeah,"* he sends back. *"We do."*
I turn north and walk home through the afternoon, and the pieces settle into their arrangement in my head, and I think about a girl who has been alone for a very long time and has no idea that the people around her have already decided that's going to change.
She'll find out. In time.