Chapter Four - The Princes of Silverpeak

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Eric's POV Zander is already awake when I open my eyes. I know this without looking. His room is two doors down, but the twin link between us is a constant thread — the kind of connection you stop consciously noticing the way you stop noticing your own heartbeat. It's just there. Always. The steady dual-pulse of two people who've shared everything since before they had words for sharing. Before we were born, we were each other's first awareness. Every wolf spirit I know describes that early time differently — the dark before the world, the warmth before language — but for Zander and me, the twin link means we've never had a version of consciousness that wasn't also aware of someone else. There is no version of *I* that doesn't include some background sense of *him.* Right now that pulse is alert. Restless. He's been awake for a while. Before I finish deciding to get up, the link nudges me. Not words — Zander doesn't do words on the link when a feeling will do. The feeling is unmistakably *training yard, now.* Underneath it, the edged energy of a wolf who needs to move before he can think straight. I send back something that's mostly *give me a minute* and partly *you're unbearable before dawn,* which he ignores. He always ignores it. I pull on training clothes in the dark and head down the hall. Zander is waiting at the palace doors. Already dressed. Arms crossed. Tempest's restlessness leaking through the twin link in a way that means he's been at Zander since before dawn. Tempest does this when something is bothering him — he paces the edges of Zander's mind like a wolf pacing a fence line, wearing the same path over and over. He's been doing it all summer and neither of us has been able to figure out what it's about. Just a restlessness with no clear source, the kind that comes sometimes before something big changes, the way the air pressure shifts before a storm. "You could have waited inside," I say. "I did. For ten minutes." "It's barely light." "The sun disagrees." He nods at the horizon where a thin gray line has appeared above the peaks. It is, technically, dawn. Barely. "Ready?" Shadow shakes himself out beside me like a dog after rain. *Run,* he thinks. *Cold air. Mountain. Let's go.* We shift at the palace doors. The change rolls through me the way it always does — a moment of dissolution, the human shape giving way to something older and more honest. My wolf form hits the ground on four paws and the world rearranges itself. Scent expanding into something vast and detailed. Hearing sharpening until I can pick out individual footsteps on the far wall. The cold mountain air suddenly full of information — pine resin, stone, the faint ghost of last night's rain on the upper trails, and underneath all of it the deep mineral cold of the mountain itself. Shadow's energy floods through me, playful and eager, his tail sweeping wide arcs. Zander's wolf lands beside me. Same navy-black coloring, same bloodline, but where Shadow moves like water, Tempest moves like something that made a decision and is executing it. There's always been this quality to Zander's wolf — a kind of forward intention that has nothing to do with aggression and everything to do with certainty. Tempest knows what he wants. He just hasn't found it yet. We run. The trail climbs fast — switchbacks cut into mountain rock, pine forest on both sides, the snow line close enough that the air has teeth. Nathan's scent reaches us above the first switchback before we see him, and then Flint's sandy-brown wolf emerges from the treeline at the fork and falls into stride beside us without breaking pace. He's been running from the Beta wing for the same amount of time we've been running from the palace. This is how we've started most mornings for as long as I can remember. Nothing formal. Nothing decided. It just became true over years of early training sessions and predawn runs and the particular gravity of three wolves who fit into a rhythm together. There are friendships of convenience and friendships of choice, and then there is this — the kind that forms when you grow up alongside someone, when they know your worst days as well as your best ones and show up anyway. The run up is steep and good. The cold hits hard above the tree line, the kind that bites through fur and makes Shadow surge forward rather than back, the way cold mornings always sharpen him. I can feel Zander's run beside mine through the twin link — the exact quality of Tempest's pace, that forward-driving certainty, the way he finds the hardest grade and aims directly at it. I match him for the switchbacks and then we hit the open ridge and both of us open up, and for a few seconds it's just the mountain and the speed and the pack link humming low and warm in the background like a fire in a room you're about to leave. Nathan stays half a stride back. He always does. Not because he can't keep up — Flint is built for endurance and could hold this pace all day — but because Nathan's instinct is always to watch rather than lead. Beta training runs deep. The training plateau appears above the last switchback — broad, flat, open to the sky, with the whole city spread below. Commander Aldric's morning unit is already there, eight wolves in wolf form running drills in formation, the pack link alive with his clipped commands. *Tighter on the left flank. Hold the line. Rotate.* We join the formation. The guards part to accommodate us with the practiced ease of people who've done this before — the princes train with the unit, not above it, which was King William's insistence from the time we were old enough to train at all. You learn more running beside people than running in front of them. You learn what strength looks like up close, and it usually looks different from what you assumed. Sparring comes next. Zander and I pair off by default — the twin link makes us each other's best opponent. He knows my feints before I throw them. I know his pressure points before he applies them. Shadow loves this. He feints left when Tempest expects right, ducks under Zander's shoulder, goes for the flank. Tempest is ready. He pivots fast for his size and I abort the feint and scramble sideways. Zander's wolf is on me immediately, not pressing the advantage but circling, making me work for the space. *Stop playing,* Tempest says. Not in words — just the feeling of impatience. *Stop being so predictable,* Shadow returns. Not true and we both know it, but it's a good thing to say. We go six rounds. I win two, Zander wins three, the sixth gets interrupted when Commander Aldric cuts in to correct a hold we've both been executing wrong for apparently two years. The hold involves a rotation of the shoulder that I've been doing incorrectly since I first learned it, and the correction is efficient and slightly humbling in the way being corrected by someone twice your age always is. *Two years,* Shadow says, scandalized. *At least now we know.* *That's not comforting.* *It's a little comforting.* Nathan rotates in after a few rounds, Flint's solid wolf methodical and patient, fighting to hold rather than to win. Shadow hates being held — hates the patience it requires, the way you have to slow down and work within constraints instead of pushing through them. Nathan exploits that without mercy or apology, which is infuriating and effective in equal measure. *This is useful,* Shadow admits, after Nathan has held him for the third consecutive time without breaking a sweat. *I know.* *I still don't like it.* *That's also useful. Things you don't like are the things you need to practice most.* Shadow goes quiet in the way he does when I've said something he can't argue with but doesn't want to agree with. We train until the sun is fully up. Then we shift back at the changing station, pull on clean clothes from the stash there, and start down toward the palace with the comfortable silence of people who've earned their quiet. *Good morning,* Nathan says on our private three-way link — the channel that's been open between the three of us since we were pups. *Anyone pull a muscle?* *Zander's ego,* I offer. *My ego is fine,* Zander says. Probably true. Tempest doesn't really do wounded pride. He just regroups. --- The royal family at breakfast is one of my favorite things in the world. I would never say that out loud because it would embarrass everyone involved and Rosalind would find a way to use it as leverage. My father is already at the head of the table. King William Nightshade is not a small man in either physical presence or personality, but at the breakfast table he's just Dad. He looks up when we come in and something in his face relaxes — the specific quality of a man who carries a kingdom's worth of obligations and is glad, for this one hour, to be just a father with his children in front of him. "Morning. You smell like effort." "Training," I say. "I know what effort smells like. Sit down." My mother is at the other end, tea in hand, a small smile on her face that suggests she's already heard or felt more this morning than she's letting on. Queen Evangeline has the most finely calibrated link awareness of anyone I've ever met. She knows things before she should. She attributes it to paying attention. I've always suspected it's something more than that — some particular depth of emotional perception that makes her better at reading people than most, wolf link or not. She meets my eyes as I sit. The smile stays exactly the same. I have no idea what it means. I never do with her. My mother is the only person in the world who can be perfectly warm and completely unreadable at the same time, and I have been trying to decode her since I was old enough to notice she was doing it. Nathan sits beside me with the ease of someone who stopped feeling like a guest in this house a long time ago. My father nods at him the way he nods at his own sons. Nathan returns it with the quiet confidence of someone who has long since accepted that this family claimed him and decided not to fight it. Then the door from the east hallway bangs open and Rosalind arrives. My sister is eight years old and moves through the world like a weather event. Our mother's dark hair, our father's determination, and some third quality entirely her own — a particular intensity that makes her impossible to ignore even when she's silent, which she rarely is. She came out of the womb with opinions and has been having them at full volume ever since. She's not silent now. "I've been thinking," she announces, pulling out her chair and climbing into it, "about the unfairness of bedtime." "Good morning, Rosalind," our mother says. "It's not good yet. I'll tell you when it's good." She arranges herself with the gravity of a general at a war council. The toast rack is inspected. She takes a piece and begins buttering it with great concentration. "My argument is as follows: if I'm going to be a warrior—" "You're eight," Zander says, without looking up. "Warriors are forged young. It's historical." "Name one." Rosalind opens her mouth. Pauses. Just briefly — she's been saving examples for exactly this objection. "Queen Adara of the Eastern Range began combat training at age seven. It's in the histories." "She did," Nathan confirms, straight-faced. "Third volume of Nightshade Chronicles, chapter nine." "See?" Rosalind gestures at Nathan with her fork, triumphant. Zander looks at Nathan. Nathan's expression remains impeccably neutral. He has the ability to deliver completely straight-faced confirmation of things he knows perfectly well will cause problems, and he does it with a serenity that I find deeply admirable. "Eat your eggs," our mother says pleasantly, in the tone that is not a suggestion. Rosalind looks at her eggs. Looks at our mother. Picks up her fork. "I'm making a point." "Make it with eggs in your mouth." This is approximately how every morning goes. I lean back and let it wash over me — the link alive with the warm static of family, Rosalind's argument threading through in indignant fragments, our father occasionally interjecting with gentle authority, our mother's steady amusement like a hand on the tiller keeping everyone on course. Shadow is content. This is the thing about Shadow — he loves this, the noise and the warmth and the feeling of pack gathered around a table. Tempest tolerates breakfast. Shadow savors it. It's one of the clearest differences between them, the way they respond to this particular hour. *She argued for twenty minutes this morning,* Nathan says on our private link. *Before you were even awake. I could hear her through the wall.* *What was the topic?* *Whether pups should be allowed to attend council sessions. She had a handwritten brief.* Zander, across the table, absorbs this with the slight tightening around his eyes that's his version of a laugh. Rosalind catches it. "What? What's funny?" "Nothing," Zander says. "You smiled." "I didn't." "Your eye did. Your left one. It does that thing." She points her fork at him. "You think the bedtime argument is funny." "I think the bedtime argument is interesting. That's different." She considers this with genuine seriousness. "Interesting is better than funny." "It is." She nods, satisfied, and returns to her eggs. The brief alliance between them — the one that happens a few times a week, unexpected and genuine — is one of my favorite things to watch. Rosalind draws things out of Zander that most people don't see. She has since she was old enough to toddle after him demanding his attention, and he's never quite been able to resist her. My father clears his throat. The table settles, not because he's frightening, but because he has the kind of authority that doesn't need volume. "The academy starts in two weeks. I expect you both to conduct yourselves accordingly." "We always do, Father," I say. "You set the sparring dummy on fire last term." "That was a controlled incident." "It was not controlled. It was lucky." But the corner of his mouth moves. He never quite manages to be as stern as he intends to be at the breakfast table. "Two weeks. Behave." "The new royal advisor starts this week," our mother says, in the tone she uses when she considers something important and is watching to see who picks it up. "Garrett Stone. His family has moved to the capital. He has a daughter your age — she'll be at the academy." "We'll be welcoming," I say. Shadow, entirely unconcerned: *New student. Fine.* On our private link, Nathan: *Zander, Alissa has already messaged you three times this morning about the autumn dinner seating.* Zander, across the table, doesn't visibly react. But on the twin link, something tightens. *I saw.* *Are you going to respond?* *Eventually.* I look at my brother. He's eating his eggs with the particular focused quality he uses when he doesn't want to discuss something. The fine line of his jaw. The set of his shoulders. He's been doing this for a year now — the careful navigation of someone who knows the path they're on is wrong and hasn't yet found a way off it that doesn't hurt multiple people. Shadow, privately: *He needs to end it.* *He knows.* *Knowing isn't the same as doing.* *No,* I agree. *It's not.* I don't push it. I've pushed it enough and we both know the argument. He'll get there. He always gets where he needs to go eventually — Tempest's certainty, applied internally, is relentless once it locks onto something. He just has to finish convincing himself that it's the right move before he can make it. Our mother returns to her tea. Rosalind has found a second angle for the bedtime argument and deploys it without mercy. I eat my eggs and let the morning be what it is. --- After breakfast I walk the palace grounds. Silverpeak spreads below in layers — the upper market, the residential districts stepping down the mountain in terraces, the academy plateau to the east, the lower city, the main gates at the base. All built from the same pale mountain stone, catching the morning light in a way that makes the whole city look carved from a single piece of the peak. I've seen this view thousands of times. It doesn't get smaller. Some views are like that — they refuse to become ordinary no matter how many mornings you stand in front of them. Wolves everywhere. Some in human form going about the business of a waking city — merchants setting up stalls, a group of pups being walked to a morning lesson by an adult who looks barely awake. Some in wolf form — a pair of guard wolves changing patrol at the lower gate, a young wolf running flat-out through the park below the walls for no reason except the sheer joy of it, which is reason enough. One of the council members is sitting in wolf form in a patch of early sunlight with his chin on his paws, eyes closed, doing nothing at all. Some mornings you just need that. Nobody bothers him. The pack link hums with thousands of individual presences. Council announcements threading through the official channels. Market prices being updated. A minor dispute at the east gate that the guards are handling with the particular measured authority that comes from having done it a hundred times. Somewhere in the residential district, a pup is having a strong emotional morning and the spillover is making the nearest neighbors slightly anxious, which is what happens when link control is still developing. Everyone feels it. Nobody mentions it. You learn to filter — to hold your own awareness separate from the wash of everyone else's feelings, to be part of the whole without losing yourself in it. It takes years to learn that. I remember learning it. Tempest helped more than I expected, in that phase — his natural containment, his preference for his own inner space, made the filtering intuitive for us in a way it wasn't for Eric and Shadow, who are naturally permeable, naturally open, and had to work harder to develop the skill. I've been connected to this hum my entire life. It's the background of everything. The constant assurance that you belong to something larger than yourself, that every wolf in Silverpeak is part of the same great web of connection, that you are never fully alone even when you're standing on a mountain wall at dawn with the city spread out below you and nobody else around. I wonder, sometimes, what it would be like to not have it. To walk through a pack and feel nothing. To live inside your own skull with no thread connecting you to anyone. I've never had to imagine it as an abstract — it's too alien, too complete an absence. It would be like imagining having no sense of smell, or no sense of temperature. You'd be moving through a world that everyone around you was experiencing differently, and you'd have no way to tell them and no way to close the gap. I don't linger on it. I just look at the city and let the link hum through me the way it always does. Shadow walks beside me in that interior way he has. Not manifesting, just present. His thoughts alongside mine like a second current. *She's out there somewhere,* he says. I don't have to ask who he means. *Shadow.* *Our mate. She exists. She's walking around somewhere being a person and she doesn't know us yet.* *You say this every few days.* *Because it's true every few days. It doesn't stop being true.* I look out at the city. Thousands of wolves. You can't find a mate by looking — the bond snaps when it snaps, on its own terms, indifferent to timing or readiness or how often Shadow thinks about it. He knows this as well as I do. It doesn't stop him. *What if she's already here,* he muses. *What if she's in the city and we've just never been in the same place at the same time?* *Then we'll meet eventually.* *That's very patient of you.* *One of us has to be.* He huffs — his version of conceding without conceding. Then: *The advisor's daughter. What do you think?* *I think she's a person we haven't met who is probably perfectly fine.* *Mm.* *That's not a response, Shadow.* *I'm just noting that she's new and our age and starting at the academy.* *So are thirteen other students. I noted it. I moved on. You should try it.* *Probably,* Shadow agrees. *Probably.* He doesn't actually drop the topic. I can feel him thinking about it at the back of my mind — that low warm frequency of curiosity that doesn't quite switch off. Shadow has always been this way. He reaches toward connection the way some wolves reach toward the hunt: urgently, joyfully, without apology. He wants his mate the way he wants a good run on a cold morning. He won't stop wanting until he has her. I watch a wolf below the walls shift from human to wolf form to chase a ball some pup has rolled down the hill — no particular drama, just a quick shift and back, the casual ease that takes years to develop and looks effortless once it's there. The pup squeals with delight on the pack link, a burst of unfiltered happiness that ripples briefly through the nearest connections before the adult tamps it back gently. That's what this link is for. Not just governance, not just coordination. This. A pup being happy on a Tuesday morning, and the whole neighborhood feeling it for two seconds. *She's out there somewhere,* Shadow says, one more time. Soft and certain. *I know,* I think back. *We'll find her.* Shadow settles, finally. Lets the city fill the space instead. Two weeks until the academy. Another year of learning to be the king I'm supposed to become someday — the governance, the diplomacy, the endless consideration of how every decision lands across an entire kingdom of connected wolves. Another year of watching Zander not end things with Alissa and saying nothing because I've said everything there is to say. Another year of Nathan being the steadiest person in any room he walks into, the future Beta he's been preparing to be since we were children, quiet and watchful and absolutely reliable. I go inside for the morning briefings, the prince's work, the ordinary business of a life that's about to become extraordinary in ways neither Shadow nor I can yet predict. Behind me the city goes about its morning. Thousands of wolves, all connected, all part of the hum that's been the background of my entire life. The mountain holds everything steady above it, patient as stone, the same as it was before any of us were born and the same as it will be long after. Somewhere out there — in a new house in the capital, getting ready to start at a new school — is the daughter of Garrett Stone. A wolf our age with no pack link presence at all, which Nathan flagged on the first day of registrations and which I've been quietly turning over in the back of my mind since he mentioned it. No pack link. Not blocked — absent. Every wolf has a link. The absence of one is not a thing that happens by accident. I don't know what it means. I just know it's interesting. Shadow: *Interesting,* he echoes, soft and warm. *Yes. That's the word.* We haven't met. We will.
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