It took every ounce of strength that I possessed inside of my body to cover up that I was crying on the phone with Andy. He knew me way to well. He could detect a single quiver of my voice, a change in my tone to know that I was somehow upset. It was another downside to knowing or having someone know you so well.
As I left for my meeting that Friday morning, I was now more emotionally overwhelmed from my conversation with Andy... I should have never said what I had. But as I had mentioned before, it was becoming more and more difficult to control my true feelings.
We did flirt with each other in a joking manner and sometimes when he thought I was joking about the things I was saying- I wasn't. It a sense it was relieving to say things that were the truth out loud.
I had agreed to hang
