Home (male x male)

Pain ( Trigger Warning )

"Nakahara Kun I saw your drawing the other day and it really left a strong impression on me, I'd love to see some more of your work sometime" Yuichi had come to the art club today because he had a piece of work he wanted to finish he didn't know many of the members but it seemed they knew who he was even if he had no idea who they were. He smiled up at the girl he figured was at least fifteen years old " Thank you senpai " the girl was beautiful she had long dark hair with deep dark eyes and when she smiled at him he found she had a beautiful dazzling smile " I'm Tachibana Rei you can call me Rei Sempai since you are such a cute Kohai" as she smiled at him she gently touched his hand "May I call you Yuichi Kun as well ?" feeling dazzled by her smile Yuichi nodded "great well then Yuichi Kun I'll let you get back to your work but you have to promise to show me some more of your work soon okay" as she spoke her hand laid gently on top of his her hand felt very warm and soft on top of his reminding him of the difference between males and females "sure Sempai I'll try to bring my sketch book sometime " "so not cute kohai I told you to call me Rei Sempai and not Sempai I should punish you for that " she chuckled at his discomfort which made Yuichi feel slightly frustrated " don't worry this big sister isn't mean I'm sure she will only  get you to buy her a juice Nakahara Kun" Yuichi who had been looking down looked up at the sound of another female voice this girl wasn't as pretty as Rei Sempai but she had a relaxing aura around her " my name is Sano Ruka you can call me Ruka Sempai since Sano sounds so masculine, we are third years in the junior department we almost never get to come and see the younger members of the club these days since we have so many exams we are preparing the be high school students after all" "well I am not as active as other members in the club so I'm sorry for the late introductions Ruka and Rei Sempai's let me treat both of you to a soda after club" the girls both looked pleased he smiled up at them with his most charming smile it didn't feel so bad having them pay attention to him "I'll finish my drawing then treat you ladies to a drink so please wait patiently for me to finish thanks" he smiled one last time before focusing on his work. When Yuichi drew he tended to forget about the rest of the world so if the girls stayed in front of him he was unaware of their presence, he was oblivious to everyone around him even the friends talking to each other faded into nothingness. Yuichi finished his picture with a sense of satisfaction as he stretched his arms up he looked at his watch Club had finished five minutes earlier,there were still members in the room packing up their things Yuichi followed suit putting his art supplies away in his special cubby.

As Yuichi turned around he saw Rei and Ruka Sempai's waiting at the door for him smiling , he took notice of how good looking both girls were in their own ways Ruka was more cute than beautiful where as Rei was definitely a beauty who held what Yuichi guessed males would call s*x appeal. "I'm sorry for keeping you both waiting lets go get those drinks now Rei and Ruka Sempai" he smiled using his boy charm to it's max looking cute and innocent won over most of the female Sempai's he knew and had seen his own brother use the same trick too many times to count , though back then Ichirou was using  his innocent boy charm to seduce his Senpai's. The girls smiled at Yuichi "don't worry about it we had to hand in some papers to our teachers anyways"  as the made their way down the hall Rei sempai walked so close to him Yuichi could smell her floral perfume he considered saying something but had decided it might not be a good idea. "If it's okay Nakahara Kun I'd like strawberry milk" Yuichi was surprised by Ruka sempai's choice but didn't comment on it " Sure Ruka Senpai if you want it then please let me get you one, and you Rei Sempai what would you like to drink?" " I would like peach juice please Yuichi Kun" he felt weird having a Senpai he just met calling him by his first name but he couldn't really complain since he was also calling her by her first name " here you go ladies one strawberry milk and one peach juice" he decided not to buy a drink for himself . After handing the drinks to his Sempai's Yuichi didn't know what to do luckily his cellphone rang and solved the problem for him "Hi Aniki" "did you forget you are suppose to be joining us for supper?" Yuichi had forgotten completely about supper at his uncles but he would never admit that "I didn't forget but I thought it was tomorrow sorry I am on my way bye " before Ichirou could say anything else Yuichi hung up his phone smiling apologetically at his senpai's " sorry ladies I need to go now have a good night" he did not give the girls a chance to speak as he ran off towards the closest taxi stand.

Supper was as usual sharing in laughter and  talking about their days, As Ren gave his uncle a coffee Yuichi decided he wouldhead  home in an effort to maintain the peace with his mother " Thanks for having me over for supper but I should get going now , I still have somethings to do before bed I'll see you guys later" the men were a little shocked since Yuichi normally prolonged leaving as much as he could. Mizuki smiled at Yuichi "have fun" he looked at his brothers lover curiously as he was going to respond his phone rang the name lit up on the display  "Kousuke"  "Hi I'm getting ready to leave my uncles right now meet me at the Arcade" he hung the phone up and finished getting his stuff together he was sure Kousuke must be wondering what he was up to and might be upset at getting the phone hung up on him before he could even talk "alright guys I'm off now see ya" Yuichi  made his way to the arcade  making sure to call his house to tell them where he was going. Yuichi was surprised to see Kousuke was there waiting for him when he arrived at the arcade " hey! " Kousuke looked happy and smiled brightly at Yuichi who returned the smile  " hi should we go in and play some games?" Yuichi felt a little lost even though he was the one who told Kousuke to meet him , he was at a loss not knowing what to say or do he tried telling himself it was nothing to worry about they were friends hanging out but his heart was racing unnaturally. Aw man I lost again! Yuichi sighed he really was no match for Kousuke when it came to video games involving fighting " don't give up we still have the racing games to play and the sports games too " Kousuke was fun to hang out with and he didn't rub in his victories like some guys did. "Alright we played every game in this place. The only things we didn't do were the toy machines, candy machines and photo machines. Do you want to try any of them?" Kousuke was very considerate of Yuichi and what he wanted to do all evening he had asked his input before they played any games or bought any snacks " well we might as well do EVERYTHING since we already covered most things why not go all out besides they have Pokemon toys in that machine over there " laughing Yuichi ran over to the toy machine and put some coins in the machine working on being the best Pokemon master he could be.

It was nine thirty by the time they were finished playing with the candy and toy machines laughing and having a good time they started to walk towards the exit " wow this has been such an awesome night come on Kou lets take pictures it's the last thing we have to do besides I'm almost all out of money " Yuichi was smiling carrying a bunch of bags full of Pokemon figures and candies " alright sounds good I'm almost out of pocket money too" the two boys climbed into the photo booth and put their coins in it they decided on random settings and posed. Yuichi was so happy spending time with Kousuke he felt like he was on cloud nine, he had always wondered about that saying now he finally knew. As they sat there in the photo booth looking at each other he felt himself being drawn into those eyes staring deeply into his just as he was about to turn away  the flash of the camera went off .  Kousuke leaned his head against Yuichi's and did a peace sign. Yuichi lost count of how many pictures were taken, they got the photos and separated them without looking at them , they had decided whomever got what was how it would stay. As they walked towards Yuichi's home in the darkness he felt a warm hand hold onto his cold one making him jump "sorry for scaring you I know it's weird but please let me hold your hand a little" Yuichi looked down shyly but did not shake off Kousuke's hand instead he held it a little more firmly the hands holding each other awkwardly felt mildly clammy but both boys ignored the fact. "Thanks for walking me again and thanks for tonight I had a really awesome time text me when you get home so I know you made it okay  " Kousuke chuckled then hugged Yuichi "thanks so much you have no idea how much tonight meant to me, it made me like you all over again I'll text you as soon as I get to my place good night"  Yuichi looked down at his watch "oh s**t it's already ten thirty my mom is going to be pissed I gotta go bye!" running up his stairs he waved one more time before entering his house.

Kousuke couldn't believe his luck. Yuichi might not be in love with him but he had gotten closer to becoming friends, Yuichi wasn't resisting him as a matter of fact Yuichi himself had reached out to him on his own accord . Kousuke felt as though he was walking through a dream when he had got home he hadn't even heard a word of the lecture he had received , instead of feeling like he had been scolded he felt satisfied with his night. In his room Kousuke took a small box out of his closet. There were only a few items in the box. There was a photo from his cousin's class trip. In the photo there were two guys with his cousin, one he still didn't know the other a much younger cuter version of Yuichi. Smiling to himself Kousuke took the photos from earlier out smiling at the memory , Kousuke knew Yuichi would be the sweetest type of lover and it made him desire the younger boy more. Kousuke had been secretly in love with Yuichi ever since he saw him at one of his cousins birthday parties he had never known his name then one weekend he had seen him at a festival he was wearing his brothers jersey at the time something he only figured out recently. He had only become aware of the misunderstanding when his sister had told him she was dating Masanobu Ichirou he had thought she meant the young cutie he had liked, he had never told her he thought she was dating someone far too young but instead told her she was lucky for finding such a cute boyfriend. Miho had joked with him that if he wanted she would share her boyfriend with him , he had laughed at the time but had been really jealous of her. Kousuke had felt relieved when the brothers had come to the house with Mizuki after the initial shock of seeing him in his home, when Miho had claimed Ichirou was her ex boyfriend he could almost feel his heart rate increase. The maturing Yuichi Masanobu stirred his blood far more than the innocent boy he had fallen for previously even though it was the same boy, it was then and there he decided he would try to snatch Yuichi for himself.

 "Are you home yet?" the text message had broken his train of thought he smiled down at his cell phone "Yeah I'm back  thanks for asking me out tonight I had a great time with you let's go out again sometime " he wondered if that sounded casual enough he nearly jumped out his skin at how fast he got a reply "I thought it would be good to get to know you , I want to be able to respond to your feelings properly. I honestly am not used to making friends since i am usually pretty shy and  have never really had to make an effort at being friends with a person since people tend to always just make themselves my friends.  I need to sleep now so good night take care " the reply was more than Kousuke had hoped for he would have to be patient, luring him in gently "Sweet dreams Yuichi" he sent a reply back to Yuichi then closed his lights laying on his bed.

Where the week had flown by to Yuichi couldn't be sure he hadn't seen Kousuke since Monday night , they texted each other several times a day all week. Kousuke had turned into the best friend Yuichi never had. Yuichi found himself confiding in Kousuke a lot over the course of the week and he told Kousuke he had started to develop a crush on his Senpai Tachibana Rei, the artist who had first inspired him to join the art club though he had not been aware til recently that it was her work. Yuichi and Rei sempai were on the same team for the graduation art mural during the past 3 days. They had grown to have some kind of friendship, there was rarely ever a club on Friday so he was now serving tea to Rei Senpai in his room in a very empty house. "Wow Yuichi these drawings are so amazing, you should really share more of your work with the club. I am sure the professor would love your work!" Rei Senpai was fascinated with his sketch book he just shrugged " I mainly draw for myself, I don't like showing off " he smiled at her "not that I think it's showing off to put your art out there for people to see, but my family is known for their male artists and since it is not what I want to do as a career I don't want to put it out there to be compared" she continued to smile at him making him feeling  uncomfortable "why don't you try the tea I made I'm sorry for using your kitchen like I did but I'm sure you will like it, I'm very good at tea making" not wanting to offend her he smiled and sipped the tea. "Thank you for the tea Rei Senpai it's very good, I feel bad that you not only made the tea but you also have these snacks for us that you hand made" as he bite into the brownie he almost had the impression of chewing on a pill it was not the best tasting brownie but he didn't want to insult her " I was just happy to make something for you Yuichi , you know I like you right?" as she spoke he had the feeling she was eating him with her eyes he felt his discomfort rise "ugh um sempai , I don't know how to respond I think you are a really great sempai and I admire your work, you are also very beautiful but -" he would have said more but Rei Sempai leaned over and kissed him. "mmph ng wait!" Yuichi struggled as he was kissed. It felt different from when Kousuke kissed him this was more wild and fearsome, he felt as though Rei Senpai was going to devour him. She had finally let him go leaving him breathless he stood up on shaking legs ready to tell her to leave when she stood up too "Your parents are gone until next week right so no one will interrupt us" every word she spoke sent a chill up his spine he was feeling like a deer caught in a semi's headlights as she approached him she started to unbutton her shirt " don't worry I promise you will feel good"  he would have ran for the door but his body was starting to feel weird it was hot all over like he had a fever.

Yuichi had never seen a naked female before not even a half naked one who was older than five years old so when he saw Rei Tachibana standing in front of him topless the previous thoughts he  nursed of running away flew out the window as he stared at her with rounded eyes full of surprise "don't run away Yuichi things are just about to get good , does your body feel hot yet it should since I fed you something to make things feel even better" his eyes already wide with surprise got wider he could feel his body shaking not only with fear but with a pleasure he could not even describe but it terrified him . Yuichi had a hard time keeping his thoughts in order Rei was doing all kinds of perverted things to his body and while his mind shouted at him that it was wrong and he didn't want it his body craved more as his eyes watered and his voice let out all kinds of lewd sounds.

Rei purred near his ear  " Yuichi  you are my lucky number 7 virgin" he could not believe his ears this r****t liked virgins and r***d a whole bunch of them. He hated it even if his body responded right then he heard the sound of his special ringtone for Kousuke playing out loud "Pokemon gotta catch them all " hearing the ring tone he pushed her as hard as he could "get away from me, go home now!" he had been slapped in the face with reality hearing that ringtone "Kousuke come to my house please" he was sobbing into his cell he had finally come to realize that he could never be with a woman  again in his life . Even though she was gone, Yuichi could still feel Rei Senpai on his body, he felt like he was going crazy and he felt dirty and shameful. Yuichi  sobbed uncontrollably into his cell as he huddled into himself  on his bed, all he could think about was how stupid he was for not doing something sooner just  how stupid could he have been.

Kousuke had been sitting at home bored when he decided to call Yuichi and see if they would still be meeting for the Saturday sleepover they had planned , he had been feeling nervous since Yuichi invited him over worrying that maybe Yuichi would change his mind once his parents left to visit his grandparents. When Yuichi answered his cellphone Kousuke was shocked to find out he was crying horribly his heart clenched there was so much pleading in that one sentence "Kousuke come to my house please" he could hear Yuichi sobbing nonstop in the phone as he ran like Pans hounds of hell were chasing him. Reaching Yuichi's home  Kousuke stopped to catch his breath "Yuichi you're there right stop crying I'm outside your house is the door unlocked?" Yuichi seemed to be lost in his crying and didn't answer him. He took a chance and tried to open the door, seeing it was unlocked he opened it and entered the house . Kousuke knew where Yuichi's room was located thanks to the loud sobbing he heard he hadn't been prepared for what he saw when he entered the doorway, there huddled in the corner of his bed atop his pillows was a very naked Yuichi who was so lost in his misery he hadn't even heard Kousuke. He couldn't imagine what had happened to Yuichi but he could tell he had a visitor who had tea and brownies as a snack " Yuichi what happened !?" Kousuke climbed on the bed  kneeling in front of him scared to touch him in case he freaked out more as he lifted his face to look at him Kousuke felt his heart break at Yuichi's face. As recognition came to his eyes followed by what? relief? Yuichi threw his arms around Kousuke and cried more "Kou, Kou," Yuichi repeated his name over and over hugging him tightly forgetting his nakedness clinging to Kousuke as though his life depended on it as Kousuke held Yuichi close the scent of s*x reached his nose and he felt his body heat rise he felt anger well up inside himself " what happened Yuichi? did you have s*x with someone ? your room smells like s*x" the arms clinging to him tightened and Yuichi started to cry loudly again as his anger rose Yuichi wailed catching him off guard "I DIDN'T WANT IT! I DIDN'T WANT TO SLEEP WITH HER! HELP ME KOUSUKE! I FEEL HER STILL! GET IT OFF ME! TAKE THE DIRT OFF! ng wa! " Yuichi buried his face into Kousuke's shirt as he cried. Kousuke felt furious he wanted to choke the girl that touched Yuichi as he was furious his heart felt broken hearing his loved one hurting so much . He picked Yuichi up, he was a lot lighter than he looked or perhaps he was stronger than he thought. "wha-what are you doing?" Yuichi was startled out of his tears for a moment "you asked me to get the dirt off you so I'm going to run a shower for you, your bathroom is at the end of the hall right?" Yuichi nodded at him and held him close sniffling but not crying "I'm sorry Kousuke I've been nothing but trouble, I made you feel bad and then I rely on you for help I'm so selfish and bad" Kousuke held Yuichi close " look don't blame yourself for this okay, I love you so it's okay to rely on me, now  fix the water to the temperature you like okay" Kousuke set Yuichi down.

As Yuichi stood next to the tub he watched Kousuke as he went around the bathroom grabbing the things he would need for his shower before he would take a bath. He grabbed   the stool , sponge, soap and  the bucket for rinsing off Kousuke then left to give him privacy. Having seen Yuichi cry so much  Kousuke wanted to sooth his heart and make things as  comfortable for him as possible he didn't want him to be haunted by the horrible event that had happen "take your time to really just  do what you have to do I am going to  your room I am going to  change the sheets and put new ones on okay I think that will help a bit" Yuichi was glad that Kousuke didn't seem angry with him. Once he finished his shower he went back to his room in the new clothes Kousuke had left for him in the bathroom. Kousuke had changed the sheets Yuichi had to admit he did feel a little better , they cleaned his room and removed all proof of Rei Sempai being in his room though Kousuke had bagged the brownies in a ziplock bag as a sort of proof of  having drugged Yuichi. As they were cleaning he told Kousuke everything that had happened. He knew Kousuke was angry, Kousuke couldn't hide his anger from him even if he thought he was. Yuichi and Kousuke were sitting on his now clean bed holding each others hands in silence "look I am not angry at you, I am furious at that girl though, I hate that you had to go through that and that you are hurting do you understand that Yuichi" Kousuke was looking into his eyes sadly Yuichi nodded and hugged him close . While Yuichi went downstairs to make something to eat Kousuke called Mizuki " Mizuki Aniki are you with Ichirou San right now?" "Yes but why?" he knew he shouldn't be doing this but he had to go to his fathers and someone needed to be here with Yuichi " look I am not suppose to say anything but something happened and Yuichi really needs you guys to come here and be with him , I am sure his mom thinks he is spending the week with you guys and not here at home alone so please come I have to go to my dads for supper but I can't leave him alone" he would have said more but he could hear Yuichi walking up the stairs " look I have to go just come okay bye" he felt guilty doing that but he had no choice Yuichi still looked broken " you sure you have to go? I found some good take out menus" Yuichi came into the room holding several take out menus "yea sorry but my dad would  never let me hear the end of it actually I need to leave now " Yuichi smiled sadly " guess it can't be helped" they walked down the stairs together once at the door Ichirou and Mizuki walked in with take out food in their hands. Mizuki smiled at Kousuke "Aniki, Ichirou good evening bye Yuichi I'll see you tomorrow" bowing at the older boys Kousuke left the Nakahara home to go meet his father. Yuichi was glad Kousuke called Ichirou and Mizuki he felt safe having them in the house with him, he cried his heart out to them over the events involving Rei Tachibana.

The three of them slept next to one another on futons in the living room watching comedy movies all night . Yuichi had been terrified by Ichirou's reaction to his r**e he was just happy to know he'd be getting into another school for his junior high school years , Yuichi had decided he would drop out the art club and only focus on the soccer club until he was accepted into Kousuke's school. He would have to try his best to avoid Rei Tachibana and her classmates, he would never trust those senpai's again if he had learned anything in his twelve years it was that women could not be trusted. Ichirou had never felt so furious in his life as he did hearing his little brother crying talking about some art club sempai of his r****g him , he would never forgive anyone who hurt his brother but what that girl did was worse she stole his innocence and virginity. Ichirou couldn't help the dirty evil thoughts that came to mind when he thought of teaching her a lesson, there was only one certainty in his mind: she tainted his brother's body, defiled him in some kind of sick game. He had been relieved to know Yuichi hadn't been able to c*m but he knew it was a satisfaction she would try to obtain again unless he did something now.

Mizuki went to Yuichi's school with Ichirou  "Ichirou I know you're mad, I'm angry too but-” he sighed and looked around “ I'm not sure it's a good idea to do this you could get in trouble if you get caught" "too late now" Ichirou spotted the two freshmen girls "hello ladies I was told you are Tachibana Rei and Sano Ruka is that correct?" the girls looked at him one showing slight interest one showing signs of recognition "yes we are and you are?" the girl with the shorter hair seemed on edge by him he wondered if she was Tachibana Rei he smiled " I'm Masanobu Ichirou, Nakahara Masanobu Junior Yuichi's big brother" he paid close attention to the girls as he spoke the girl with the shorter hair seemed to relax when he said Yuichi's name the other girl the prettier of the two seemed shocked "Ruka Chan were you aware of your good friends dirty habit of trying to seduce innocent boys and when they don't respond to her flirting the methods she uses to ensnare them?" the girls looked surprised and shocked " well I know she is a shota and that she has been with quite a few she has some kind of virgin fetish but I assumed the boys went to her willingly what with all her s*x appeal she never told me differently did she do something to Yuichi Kun?" the girl turned to glare at her friend not knowing what to think but knowing if Yuichi Kun's brother came to find them it couldn't be good " you seem like a nice good girl Ruka Chan I don't have any issues with you knowing you were unaware of your friends actions so I wont be punishing you. However you, you filthy little piece of r****t garbage are a different story" Ichirou had grabbed Tachibana Rei by the throat "do you want to know what it's like to be terrified to be preyed upon by someone older? you made my brother feel unworthy , unclean and used he has been violated by you and your body. Should I show you what it feels like to be r***d? show you how it feels to be with someone who only wants to use your body to satisfy themselves " as he spoke to her in his acidic tone his hand roughly grabbed one of her well rounded breasts pinching her n****e hard "OWWWW!" he smiled as she cried out in pain. That's how my brother felt when you did it to him his n****e is swollen because of you. How do you think he felt being humiliated by you as a child getting r***d by a Sempai he admired, you shamed him. If I ever find out you were near him, talking to him, touching him anything I'll find you and r**e your virgin ass bloody raw. You will not be able to sit down without feeling pain this is your only warning" she was staring at him with wide terrified eyes he let go of her neck and tore her shirt open "just so you can experience a taste of humiliation like my brother felt" "She is lucky he didn't do worse he can be really crazy" Mizuki told Ruka chan who stared at Ichirou in mild fear "I better not see my brother cry like a broken person again, because I'll kill the person who caused his pain" Ruka chan looked at the boys in a mix of respect and fear "I never thought she would hurt him, I would have done something to stop her if I knew the truth. I-i-i-” she stuttered a little clutching her hands together “ Yuichi Kun reminds me of my little brother that died three years ago. Can I still I mean is it okay if I still see and talk to him ?  if he wants to see and talk to me that is" the boys smiled at her kindly "sure you might want to pick your friends better next time though" the boys turned their backs to the girls one sobbing on the floor holding her shirt together the other looking at her with an unreadable expression.