Home (male x male)

all about Ichirou

There was a loud knock on the door waking Ichirou from his sleep pushing a sleeping girl off his arm he got up wrapping a sheet around himself. He opened the door without looking and walked towards the coffee machine to make himself a cup while yawning "looks like you had a late night again" he heard Ren say in his calm cool voice "Yeah" was all Ichirou responded putting all his attention on willing the coffee machine to work faster. The sound of the bedroom door opening made Ichirou avert his attention, last night's partner, a college student in her last year, smiled at him while she blushed at Ren's gaze; she let herself out without saying a word he knew she would text him later. "Ichi we need to talk" Ren said as he sat down with his coffee "about what?" Ichirou asked a little suspicious "Yuu and I have been worried as have your parents who came to talk to us" he stopped speaking giving Ichirou a look that spoke in volumes of " What the hell are you doing?" " I heard you barely go to school these days or the shop and your home and when you do go home it's really late, you avoid coming out with Yuu and I as well. Last of all the girls you have been sleeping with I hope you are at least protecting yourself you don't need unwanted children being born" Ichirou knew how Ren felt about unwanted children because he himself had been one who was neglected by parents who hadn't wanted a child or had known how to raise one , Ichirou felt guilty for making the two people he cared the most about other than his own parents and siblings worry over him. " I have been busy working for most part this week in general is a really busy one, the girls they help keep me motivated I guess as well as keep my mind off other things." he reluctantly admitted , Ichirou could feel Ren's concerned gaze " what's going on that you feel like you need to run and lock yourself up?" he asked before saying " this isn't because of my cousin is it? I know Mizuki can be a bit forceful but he already told me he wasn't going to push you . That boy is a little too honest with his feelings when he likes someone it isn't hard to tell but I think he resigned himself to it being a one sided love you shouldn't have to worry about him I heard he has even gone on some dates lately he is pretty popular regardless of his slight feminine looks" Ren was trying to reassure him so why did he feel like he was going to explode Ichirou stood up abruptly "I need to shower and get back to work, sorry and thanks for coming over I'll pass by for supper later" that said he got up and left the room.

True to his word Ichirou showed up for supper at the Masanobu- Aizawa shared studio apartment a half hour before supper he had not counted on seeing Mizuki there as well but he could hardly leave after giving his word to have a meal with them and so he sat feeling stiff and uncomfortable on one end of the sofa while Mizuki was at the other. As the comforting sounds of idle chatter , chuckling and the sound of the music from the TV played Ichirou felt his eyes getting heavy, he tried to fight his sudden tiredness he could hear someone chuckling he thought it might be Mizuki " geez stop fighting it already we will wake you up when it's ready" he heard Mizuki say and felt a pillow being put into his hand hugging it he fell asleep. Ichirou felt warm fingers in his hair. It felt so relaxing it reminded him of the times when he was a child feeling sick or upset. He opened his eyes when he realized his head was on someone's lap , "Hey there sleeping beauty supper is ready good timing" his uncle Yujirou was smiling down at him fondly giving in to childlike stubbornness and selfishness was something he had only been able to do around his uncle ever since he was a child " a little more first uncle Yuu" Ichirou pleaded taking his uncle's hand and placing it on his head making his uncle chuckle "okay okay you really are cute Ichi only letting me see this face is a waste though" he had said it in a low voice but Ichirou pouted up at him " so" he said in a sulky tone. "Alright you two let's start eating before you start making me jealous with your closeness" Ren joked at them making Ichirou scrunch his face and stick out his tongue at him " he's just a big brother / father figure to me is all " he said taking his seat in between Yujirou and Mizuki. 

As Ichirou looked up he noticed the expressions on Yujirou and Ren's faces, without warning Yujirou had jumped out his seat and was hugging Ichirou tightly "that has got to be the best thing you ever said about me it makes me so glad" when he finally pulled away Ichirou noticed the wetness in Yujirou's eyes. He sat down and distracted himself by pouring drinks for everyone giving Yujirou a chance to compose himself, "would you like some carrots?" Mizuki was holding the small bowl out to him he looked at it in disgust "I'll pass" he said glaring at the bowl Mizuki looked more than a little uncomfortable " ah don't worry cuz Ichirou absolutely hates carrots he doesn't have some kind of grudge against you, isn't that right Ichirou?" he knew Ren was trying to get him to interact with Mizuki but he wanted to spend the least amount of time around the guy but for the sake of dinner he'd do it " yeah that's right it's nothing personal I just loath carrots but seeing as to how you like them feel free to eat my share as well" he allowed himself to unbend enough to give the younger boy a smile to which he returned a more dazzling one. Throughout the meal they all talked about random things with no heavy substance then as the table was being cleared for dessert Yujirou turned to look at Ichirou " Ichi you know I've been worrying about you recently with all the changes going on in your life and all the emotions you must be feeling, you know my home will always be your home as well my door is never closed to you so stop trying to figure everything out for yourself and depend on me more like you used to" Yujirou had a pained expression "You know how much you and your father have always meant to me , I- I" Yujirou's words faltered as his eyes grew moist "I don't want to lose you, I don't know what I would do if I woke up one day and you weren't around anymore so stop getting further away from me, don't shut me out" he was pleading now as tears fell from his eyes Ichirou hugged his uncle tightly feeling both guilt and sorrow crushing his heart making him cry " I'm sorry, I'm sorry Yuji , I'm sorry , I'm not dad, I'm sorry" he kept repeating over and over as they clung to each other wrapped up in misery only the two of them could shared.

Mizuki looked at his cousin Ren then questioningly at the Masanobu relatives Ren shook his head " come in the kitchen with me and give them some privacy" Ren motioned to the kitchen door Mizuki took his lead and went into the kitchen. " Take a seat Mizu I'll explain what I can '' Ren spoke as he prepared some coffee " I know you have heard us talk a lot about Ichirou but you don't know that much about him right" nodding his affirmation Mizuki waited for Ren to continue " Ichirou is the son of Yuu's youngest brother Yuichi, when Ichirou was young his mother never spent a great deal of time with him and his father was working a lot so he spent a lot of time with Yuu. Yuu would bring him to visit his father at work, sometimes he would take a week off school and they would go visit his father out of town and have male bonding time because Yuu wanted something better for his nephew than what his father and Yuu had received as children. When Ichirou was seven his father killed himself, he had found out his wife cheated on him , and had withdrawn from life slowly he was fading away more and more every day. Ichirou and Yuu are the ones that found his father dead, five months later she gave birth to a son Yuichi who may or may not be his father's son. His mother remarried when he was nine the two of them barely ever spoke. Ichirou was still grieving the loss of his father. He started to get closer to his mom and step father when he was twelve. He now had four younger siblings and was growing closer to his parents. He was always coming over since Yuu moved out of the house when his mother remarried he had only stayed around for Ichirou's sake, he never spoke a word of it but I know inside his heart he blames Ichirou's mother for his brothers death. When he was almost sixteen Ichirou found out the reason behind his fathers suicide he had ended up in the hospital from malnutrition, along with other things he was distancing himself from everyone skipping school getting drunk and fighting . Then he got hit by a car and ended up in hospital again we thought for sure he was going to die that day, he managed to pull through but he had so many unresolved issues to deal with and we had no idea how to reach him through the wall he had built around himself. ” he paused a few seconds to take a sip of his drink and let what he said already sink in a bit before he continued with the story.

“While he was in the hospital he started drawing out of boredom, he had always enjoyed it so it was a good pass time. While he was there he ended up making several manga books Yuu thought that was a good way to try and save him from himself. We got in touch with an old classmate who is a publisher and he visited Ichirou in the hospital. The result of that hospital stay was pretty good he had to go to therapy for a bit, he got a new career as a manga artist and Yuu gave him that studio you first met him in" Ren smiled sadly "Yuu hasn't gotten over the pain from that incident Ichirou is like a son to him and a precious little brother as well because when he looks at Ichirou he remembers his sweet little brother Yuichi" he looked sternly at Mizuki "I know you care about him that's why I am telling you all this , Ichirou acts tough and looks strong but he's got a very deep rooted sensitivity he loves his family even as he hates them so in other words he carries a heavy burden if you aren't willing to take all the baggage withdraw now. Mizuki Ichirou is very dear to me as well I've known him since he was seven since we lived in the same area I don't want to see him hurt even less by you" Mizuki nodded his head " I understand" was all he said as he walked to the counter grabbing the platter of pastries and walked out the room.

Mizuki was trying hard to digest all that he had heard; it was true Ichirou Masanobu did not give the impression of being weak or sensitive at first glance, he had let his mask fall a time or two showing a warmth deep inside himself . Mizuki believed the older men were over reacting although he was sensitive. Ichirou had matured and was not emotionally unstable; he was merely a teenager unaware of how to react to strong emotion sometimes. Looking at Ichirou you couldn't even tell he had been crying "would you like a pastry with some coffee Ichirou kun?" Mizuki approached him with the dessert tray of what he assumed were the older boy's favorite treats as he watched his eyes light up and he once again felt his heart warming. I'm not giving up on him ever. Mizuki thought to himself fiercely . "wow you guys got all the best ones from the shop at the corner" he sounded so happy Mizuki found himself smiling " I am guessing you can vouch for their awesomeness then Ichirou kun" he teased smiling at the older boy . Ichirou raised an eyebrow at Mizuki eyed the tray then picked a raspberry tartinette " here try for yourself I'll feed you it since your hands are full but don't bite me or else I'll eat all the rest of the cakes" he taunted a flash of good humor lighting his face Mizuki felt stunned by the transformation but played along " well I can't help if you have big fingers but I'll definitely not bite you hard" they weren't talking very loud but Mizuki was starting to feel a little shy as Ichirou moved in placing the tart gently against his lips he gently opened his mouth sticking his tongue out they managed to feed him without fingers or mouth connecting. Mizuki stood there chewing slowly and Ichirou stared at him expectantly "well!" he asked in impatience looking like a child who wanted to be praised Mizuki smiled then rolled his eyes upward " it's absolutely heaven sent" he knew he was over dramatizing as he clutched at his heart but he felt well rewarded as Ichirou laughed loudly "You're right it is and that is why I'm taking the plate from you before you eat them all " laughing Ichirou placed the platter on the table. " hey Yuu where's the strawberry shortcake?" a sulking Ichirou looked down at the platter once again " I told you he would notice Yuu" Ren was smirking as he spoke to his lover " sorry Ichi if you want strawberry shortcake you have to start getting your cute athletic butt back to school on a regular basis, I didn't introduce you to Sai San just so you could become a workaholic that never goes to school or sleeps never mind the fact you stopped working at the shop for your parents" Yujirou looked very stern with a no nonsense expression on his face. "Alright fine but you gotta buy me a FULL cake then " Ichirou looked and sounded just like a little kid to Mizuki and he found it endearing no wonder why Ren and Yujirou cherished him so much if this was the Ichirou they spent their days with Mizuki felt jealous wanting to be included he wanted to be part of this Ichirou's life part of his list of loved ones he could be his true self around. 

Since that first dinner Ichirou and Mizuki had spent several other evenings in the company of Ren and Yujirou after work but, at school Ichirou still kept a distance from his under underclassman but Mizuki was content knowing he was not sincerely being avoided and although every night started off with the same reluctant involvement on Ichirou's part by the end of the night they were a step closer to being friends. Mizuki had his own issues to deal with as well there were some rumors going around about him and Miho sempai which were all ridiculous but because of the rumors more and more girls were getting aggressive with him. Miho sempai had made him swear not to tell anyone the truth about the relationship between the two of them , he was starting to feel annoyed with her there was nothing wrong with people knowing they weren't dating nor was he dating her little brother as if I could ever consider a slob like that as a lover how he lives in that wreck of a room is a mystery. He had felt so repulsed when he heard that particular rumor having a younger lover wasn't a bad thing but not his brother. He was on his way now to talk to Miho he wanted to sort things out as soon as possible , as he turned the corner he saw not only Miho sempai but Ichirou and a few others as well he clenched his hands as he saw that Ayame girl sticking close to Ichirou. "Mizuki did you come to see me?" Miho came towards him smiling "here let me introduce you to my friends Mizuki" as she hugged his arm he shook it off uncomfortably for a moment he could have swore Ichirou had glared at him was it possible Miho was another one of Ichirou's playmates that thought made his blood boil but he reminded himself now was not the time for any scenes "sorry Miho Sempai I don't have time for that I just had something I needed to talk to you about in private" he tried to stay calm but seeing that girl cling to Ichirou flirting with him was making him green with envy not for the first time since meeting Ichirou did Mizuki wish he was a girl. "ooh this is your boyfriend right" came the sickening voice of the girl he couldn't stand the most "no you're wrong we aren't dating" he stated before anyone could say anything else "Miho Sempai and I do not have that kind of relationship and never will" he knew he must have a very serious look on his face because no one said anything though Ichirou had raised his eyebrow and Miho Sempai had a dejected look on her face "sorry for my rudeness but the truth is I couldn't ever see her as a romantic partner" he spoke calmly to the girls in front of him. From the corner of his eye he thought he saw Miho Sempai's expression darkened then she grabbed him roughly and kissed him pinning him between herself and the wall "Say there is no relationship between us again" she was narrowing her eyes at him daring him to try resisting her he struggled "Miho- Stop" he gritted the words from between clenched teeth turning his head. As she was about to force another kiss on him Mizuki felt himself being forcefully pulled away he was dragged down the hall in confusion, trying to keep up with a very angry Ichirou.

"Masanobu Sempai" Mizuki flinched as his voice came out as a squeak he turned around "why so formal Mizuki" he was being glared at, they were in an empty classroom , before he could speak again Mizuki was pinned against the wall being kissed hotly "I thought you liked me but you are dating my ex Miho huh , did you give up on me because she was easier to seduce or because you could f**k her and her brother" Ichirou was glaring at him and he had no idea what was going on "I'm not dating her she's my sister!" Ichirou glared even more " who do you think is stupid are you forgetting I am close friends with Ren you don't have any sisters I was also dating her two months and she didn't tell me anything besides I heard the rumors you know so are you doing both her and her brother?" Ichirou was holding him so tightly he wondered if he would be bruised. "What the hell! I told you she is my sister. My father remarried their mother a year ago but I was living with my mother at that time!" Ichirou was stubborn. Mizuki knew that but he hadn't expected him to think he was a liar " How do I know that huh maybe you are just trying to cover things up ! did you sleep with her or that ugly little freak brother of hers? you know they wanted to have a threesome with me for her birthday" Ichirou was demanding Mizuki tell him but no matter what he would say he knew he would be thought a liar. 

Defiantly looking up at Ichirou Mizuki dared " why don't you check for yourself if you can" he actually shivered in fear at the deathly look Ichirou gave him " I was going to anyways but now that I have your permission I won't stop no matter how you cry" he ripped Mizuki's shirt open as he spoke buttons flew everywhere Mizuki's heart was racing although he was feeling terrified he felt himself growing excited. Blood boiling with anger and perhaps a touch of jealousy Ichirou gazed at Mizuki's skin making it flush under his scrutiny " you have a slutty body getting excited when I treat you so roughly you're such a p*****t Mizuki is that why she was rough with you ? does she know how you like it?" as Ichirou spoke his hands roamed over Mizuki's body roughly his fingers stopped by Mizuki's n*****s "answer me Mizuki " he demanded pinching his n*****s hard "AH! NO!" Mizuki couldn't help crying out at the rough treatment of his n*****s as they were being pinched. Ichirou had bitten his neck. Mizuki was shaking Ichirou stripped Mizuki bare he stood there as naked as the day he was born Ichirou was playing with his body roughly but it still excited Mizuki enough to showing minor signs of arousal Ichirou bent down and examined his body causing him to feel shy he couldn't cover his nakedness even if he wanted to after receiving a death glare that spoke volumes when he tried covering it "don't try to hide your body you are the one that challenged me to check for myself Mizuki so stand there and let me check" he had said sternly "How does she love you here? Is she gentle? stupid girls they think they need to treat it tenderly when we are much rougher on it ourselves then they ever could be" Ichirou was half speaking to himself as he roughly handled Mizuki's body . Ichirou felt as though he was possessed as he roughly explored Mizuki's body, he wanted all of Mizuki he was not going to let him take over his mind and then back out of it.

Mizuki couldn't believe what was happening Ichirou was right about one thing girls did think they had to be gentle the one girl he had been with before he fell for Ichirou had always been very soft with him and he found this rough treatment rather stimulating "NG -AH Ooh" he was moaning a lot more now there was a brief moment when Ichirou loosened his grip and that's when Mizuki received a greater shock Ichirou initiated oral with him. Mizuki had never imagined there would be a day Ichirou would love him in this way. Ichirou was roughly and yet efficiently pleasuring him; he'd die happily after this. "ng ah oh Masa-Ichirou stop stop I'm going - I can't hold it in much longer" he said in a panicked voice Ichirou stopped right away standing and turning Mizuki around making him lean over a desk " your body is so slutty, it's easy to please you, I love the way you want me so bad you have tears in your eyes it really gets me hot, now tell me who is better is it me or that slut that wants to f**k her brother" as he continued to pleasure him Mizuki let his voice ring out "Ah YOU YOU YOU !" Mizuki was screaming over and over as his tears fell. Ichirou did not let up on his rough yet thorough treatment stroking the flames of passion more and more. Through his tears he could see Ichirou smirk as he continued assaulting his senses showing no signs of wanting to stop he started to kiss his back tracing his tongue over his neck " I can feel your walls clenching around me does it feel good Mizuki ? do you want me to keep touching you like this ? let me help you some more" Ichirou's voice sounded sexier than Mizuki could remember it ever sounding in one fluid motion Ichirou poured lube all over him before claiming his body as his own . Mizuki felt the waves of pleasure wash over him as Ichirou and he became one again even with the roughness it hurt less than the first time he had been with him but the way this had come about stabbed at his heart and made his tears fall freely from his eyes. . As he was slumped over the desk Mizuki was surprised when Ichirou turned him over to face him , he still had tears running down his face as he looked at Ichirou leaning over top of him gazing down at him with an expression on his face he was too scared to hope was affection. Mizuki didn't know what to think as he saw Ichirou standing in front of him naked as the day he was born "lets love each other gently the way you desire Mizuki" Ichirou kissed him so gently he felt more tears slide down his cheeks as he wrapped his arms around Ichirou "mmm Ichi let's become one now, please i want you now" Mizuki felt himself getting aroused by the delicate kisses he was receiving, Ichirou had been rough with him and made him cry but in his heart he knew he would always love him . Ichirou smiled a knowing smile "I will love you like you have never been loved before your body will never be satisfied if it's not me loving it. Your body will only ever really crave my bodies love by the time I am through with you, the more he spoke the more aroused they got and Mizuki knew that it was already too late for him his entire being was already under Ichirou's spell " please I need to feel you inside me now" he said desperately to ichirou as his desire continued to grow Mizuki would beg forever as long as the person was Ichirou.

Ichirou laid down on the floor before Mizuki had a chance to " here you come on top of me Mizuki you really liked that picture I drew that day we met huh bet you would like to do that with me right about now wouldn't you , so lets do it nice and slow" Ichirou's whole demeanor had become so gentle Mizuki's breath caught in his throat Mizuki wasted no time loving Ichirou, although hesitant now that his anger had wore off Ichirou got equally involved in loving Mizuki as well . They tried to make the pleasure last as long as possible trying to impart with one another the feelings and desires they hid away in their hearts. Mizuki rolled off Ichirou who surprised him again by taking him in his arms kissing him and nestling him in to his side, Mizuki had half expected him to behave harshly now that they had loved each others bodies "Mizuki would it be okay if I said I wanted to truly make love to you?" he had almost thought he was hallucinating he looked at Ichirou with round eyes "fine whatever if you don't want to " Mizuki hid a smile as sulky childish Ichirou emerged kissing him he put as much sincerity into his words as he could "anytime you want Ichi you can have me whenever you want" he had meant to end it there but as he kissed Ichirou he said " I Love you Ichirou" as soon as he said it his eyes went round with shock s**t way to go shooting yourself in the foot now he's gonna act coldly and reject me Mizuki thought to himself bitterly " you don't look like someone who is in love what's with the sourpuss face if you really love me shouldn't you be happy about it" Ichirou was looking at Mizuki with a hooded expression his voice held a bit of coldness but not nearly as much as Mizuki had feared " but aren't you about to reject me?" it was Mizuki's turn to sound like a small insecure child it would seem as he said the words he cringed at the voice he heard come out himself.

Ichirou let out a sigh " I don't know, I don't hate you and I am still really horny you said I can have you and right now I want you still so Invite me to pleasure you if you still want me to  " Mizuki hadn't expected the words or the look of uncertainty on Ichirou's face I have time to win his heart after I've had his body people often fall for the people the share their bodies with he thought to himself before kissing Ichirou's cheek gently " Yes Ichirou" he whispered gently embracing him once more. Laying on the floor Mizuki did his best to look seductive as he invited Ichirou to him " Ichirou please love me here" he spread his cheeks with his hands as he spoke , he heard Ichirou's intake of breath then his body was covered with Ichirou's "who taught you to be so sexy Mizuki " before he could answer Ichirou was kissing him gently easing himself between his legs. Mizuki waited for the dull pain that would follow Ichirou becoming one with him where they joined throbbed painfully , As he shut his eyes against the pain he heard Ichirou's voice in his ear " don't shut your eyes Mizuki look at me focus on me watch me as I love you" there was a pleading in that voice as if Ichirou was scared he would be thinking of someone else while his eyes were closed "if it hurts cling to me, look at me, call for me only me Mizuki no one else" Ichirou kissed him deeply. As Ichirou rocked his hips the pain of their joining flared up into a fire Mizuki clutched Ichirou closely repeating his name over and over Mizuki knew Ichirou wanted him to be vocal so he didn't try to restrain his voice. Mizuki got absorbed in the feelings of pleasure as he cried out Ichirou's name over and over it was only a little while later that he realized Ichirou was doing the same in his own ear the feelings inside of him spiraled and he lost all control of himself going wild in Ichirou's arms. Ichirou was as lost in Mizuki as he was in him as the two of them climaxed together they held each other closely, Ichicrou didn't want to stop pleasuring him but he knew Mizuki needed rest so he was content just holding the younger boy's body next to his own. They had gotten dressed already but were in no hurry to rejoin their separate classes. Lunch had just finished and he would be having exam reviews in class. He sighed at the thought knowing he had no choice but to go to class. Mizuki was half asleep leaning against his shoulder. He looked down at him smiling gently. He was not going to confess to Mizuki just yet he was too proud and stubborn but he knew he couldn't be with anyone the way he was with Mizuki. He knew deep inside he must be in love with him because only Mizuki affected him so much "if you do this with anyone else I'll kill you" he warned the sleepy teen who opened his eyes wide at the threatening voice. "Sorry to disturb you but we have to go to class we should be starting exam reviews now" he hadn't even blinked as he spoke he got up and offered Mizuki his hand he smiled and took it " I'll see you at supper don't be late or else you have to give me your share of dessert" he smiled then as Mizuki smiled and laughed at him "okay I'll see you at Yujirou's place, see you later Ichirou '' Mizuki smiled brightly before running off down the hallway while Ichirou walked in the opposite direction smiling to himself.