Chapter Fifty: A time to swoon and a new set of monsters to gain part Four
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It was her daily reaffirmation to her self- hatred to keep thinking about how nice it would be to finally not exist, to not have to suffer from her mediocre, insignificant existence, to not have this longing to change and so better but no will or energy to do so.
"I will no longer have to be a burden. I will no longer have to experience this feeling of not wanting to exist." She'd think to herself.
So she even tried to kill herself at some point. And it did not work. It did not work at all.The only thing it did was to make her family hate her even more, make the ones around her sneer at her even more and view her as even more of a weakling.
So now she wondered if Princess Venia was out th
