Fated To Love Them

Eight

Eight

"I said I was going to think about it." I say entering the room. The big huge bedroom that I didn't know existed. Rosalia had came to my room telling me that Silas wanted me to come and see the new bedroom. "What is this room? I've never seen it before." I asked them. Yeah them as in Silas and Silva. They were both looking at me like they have never seen me before. I wasn't wearing anything special or anything like that. I was just wearing my black denim shorts and a light blue spaghetti top that was a little bit tight but hey it was a simple casual look. But judging by how they were devouring me with their eyes they didn't agree. "Guys I asked you something." I say irritably because their lack of response was really starting to annoy me.

"This is our new bedroom." Silva responds at last.

"This isn't our new bedroom." I deny. "I haven't agreed yet."

"Yeah you agreed." Silva responds.

"No, I said I would think about it."

"Which is the same as saying yes." Silas says.

"No Silas it's not." I groan in annoyance. I hate it when he gets like this.

"Yes Riley it is. You women are complicated creatures. So when you say you will think about something, it simply means yes." He explains. And I roll my eyes at his ridiculous explanation or what he thinks it's a logical explanation.

"If a woman says she's thinking about it then she's definitely thinking about it. It's not a card for us to use or be complicated. It's just a normal thinking about it statement." I retort. "And just so you know your explanation is ridiculous and I did mean to say I was going to think about it but seeing as I was going to take the deal anyway. Its all cool. So where has this room been? i haven't seen it all these years i have lived here." I continued.

"It's been here all along." Silva says, his voice coming from my left side, too close to me for comfort. He was at least ten feet away from me, how did he move so silently. For a guy his size he should be seen when he's moving or at least make some sort of sound. It's actually unnerving that he moves so silent. It felt like he was some sort of predator on a hunt. And i was the unlucky prey. I start to feel my mouth drying up a bit because Silva was now really close to me, like in my space. I think he was doing this on purpose. He knew i am attracted to both of them and he is doing this just to mess with me. And Silas didn't seem to mind. The glint in his eyes suggested that he liked it very much, that i had the hots for his brother. Damn.

"Okay I see you have prepared everything." I say breaking my eye contact with Silas. The excitement glint in his eyes was so mesmerizing and had started luring me in somehow. Thank goodness they were wearing normal clothes. There weren't showing any skin, not that what they were wearing made them any less sexy. I just dont think i would have managed to stop myself from jumping their bones had they worn a tank top or worse gone shirtless.

"Do you like it?" Silas asks. And Silva doesn't bother to move away from me. He actually stepped closer and he was now standing behind me. I could feel his breath on my neck. But i didn't dare move or react. I didn't want to play this game with them.

"Yeah it's beautiful, so where am I sleeping? You just said we would be sleeping in the same bedroom but I'm seeing one bed here." I point out.

"The three of us will be sleeping on that bed." Silva responds. His chest brushing my back. Making a shiver pass through me. What was he trying to do to me? but then what he said comes back to me.

"Wait, what?" I ask turning around to face him which turns out to be a big mistake because it brought his face close to mine. A breath only separating our lips. I could feel my legs going weak. Literally. These two are going to be the end of me.

"I said the three of us will be sleeping on the same bed." Silva whispers but his close proximity was distracting me. Badly. I couldn't focus on anything other than how i was feeling his breath on me, how his chest was brushing up my breasts. Deciding to ask Silas since he wasn't in space.

"Silas is this really necessary?" I ask turning around to face him but my words die out because Silas is also now in my space. His chest brushing my breasts too and our lips are almost touching too. A tiny moan escapes out of me and judging by how Silas's eyes turns so intense, making me feel like i was going to have an orgasm right here and now, without the both of actually touching me. It was enough to make me believe that he had heard that little moan. I was perfectly sandwiched between the both of them. I could feel them eating more space, sandwiching me some more. It felt so good and too intimate. I have to step away from them immediately.

"Guys please take a step back. Give me a little bit of space." I say breathlessly.

"Why? I like you this close." Silva says.

"Me too." Silas agrees.

"But I don't, you're crowding me." I say.

"Are we or you're just afraid of what you're feeling?" Silva asks.

"Yes you are crowding me and I don't know what you are on about now." I say in a stupid breathless voice.

"He's talking about how breathless you are. How your n*****s are hard. I can practically see them through that tight thing you're wearing and I also want to bet that your cunt is dripping wet." Silas replies. My breath stops because I had to agree, what he said was true. I could feel the hardening of my n*****s and to be honest I was dripping wet. And I will be damned if i admit that to the both of them.

"Well its not true!" I say blushing furiously. Silva just chuckles into my neck. Making those vibrations go straight to my core.

"Silas we'll get her to admit it next time or maybe make her show us." Silva says to Silas. And what he implies doesn't repulse me at all. I shiver in excitement.

"I guess she doesn't mind sharing brother, if that shiver is any indication." Silas says and then turns around going near the drawers. He opens one of them and takes out my cellphone and comes back to give it to me. "There you go you can call Luis to tell him that you will be coming back to work." He says, "But remember the deal Riley. You get only one month and then you're done working for him."

"I got it Silas. I'm not a child." I snap. His arrogant tone killing the throbbing in-between my legs fast. He doesn't even bother to reply, he just turns around and goes out of the room. Another set of footsteps follows behind him. Assholes.

I go out of the huge bedroom, heading back to mine. Clutching my phone in my hand, I really needed to call Luis. It's been three days without any word from me. I quickly scroll through my contacts and i find his name just like i had saved it. 'Mr Martinez' I can't possibly save it as Luis it'll be so disrespectful not to mention making our relationship a bit more personal. Dialing it quickly before i change my mind because I was dreading on what Luis was going to say. I guess it was fifty fifty, at best he was going to scold me and at worst he was going to fire me. Thou I wouldn't be surprised if he fired me because Luis likes things in order. He was a control freak. If I wasn't going to make it to work, I should have told him. But i hadn't had the chance to. And leaving him in darkness would not have please him at all. The phone rings and its picked up immediately.

"Miss Stone you are in so much trouble." Luis growls and his voice does things to me I cannot even begin to explain. Damn i had missed hearing his voice. I could tell that he was angry with me but I couldn't help how my body reacted to hearing his voice. This cannot be good, it cant continue. I should not be feeling like this for my boss. If I'm being honest the main reason I asked Silas and Silva to let me go back to work was because of Luis. I wanted to see him again. I haven't worked for him for that long. I mean this is my first month and im three weeks inn so how could I be feeling like this? I must have been that starved of human attention. "Miss Stone." Luis snaps at me through the phone, startling me out of my thoughts.

"Hi Sir." I say calmly.

"Don't you even say hi to me. You are in very big trouble. What happened? Where have you been?" He asks in anger but I could hear a bit of concern in his voice too. Had he been worried that I had fallen sick or something. I shouldn't get my hopes up, I probably had misheard the concern in his voice.

"I'm sorry Sir. I had a family emergency." I reply.

"A family emergency? and you couldn't call me or at least one of your coworkers to let them know you're all right!" He snarls. What was his problem? Why was he growling and snarling so much. And why was he so angry? I could feel myself getting annoying with him. He really knows how to get under my skin. Calm down Riley, you're in the wrong here. He has the right to be angry. I chided myself and then proceeded to count to five.

"Yes Sir, I'm sorry. It was such a huge problem I couldn't call. I'm very sorry."

"Fine. When are you getting back to work?" He asks. It takes me a few seconds to reply because I can't believe he just said fine like that. Having worked with Luis for the last few weeks I've noticed that he just don't let go of things which gets me very worried because I am in big trouble here, maybe I was just being paranoid for nothing.

"I'm coming back tomorrow Sir." I say.

"Good, see you tomorrow and don't be late." He says and then cut the line without waiting for me to respond back. What a douchebag. He didn't even say goodbye or let me be the one to hang up after all i was the one who had called him. He can be so infuriating sometimes. Why did I thought I missed him again? when I haven't even gone back to work and he has already managed to annoy the hell out of me with that little action. Choosing to let it go since he has always been infuriating from day one. At least he had allowed me to come back to work. Suddenly my phone chimes a reminder, reminding me that I have to go and see my psychiatrist. I had an appointment at two in the afternoon today and i was not going to miss it. I had rescheduled it thrice already.

Getting up quickly I go to take a shower and just as quickly I'm done. Selecting my blue skin jeans with a yellow striped crop top and a denim blue jacket with silver sandals to match my handbag. I tie my hair into a ponytail. Looking at myself on the mirror, I look simple and beautiful just the look I wanted. In a few minutes Alex and Matteo were driving me towards Dr Ava's office. Thank goodness there had not been any issues for me about going out. I guess Silas and Silva had kept their promise about allowing me to go out and in as I pleased. Thou I was feeling very nervous, this was my first appointment with Dr Ava. This is my first time I was going to talk about him. What happened that day. In no time we were at where Dr Ava's office was located. I asked Alex and Matteo to wait for me in the car and they disagreed as soon as i voiced that idea. Eventually they had agreed that one of them would come with me, just to keep an eye on me. Being near enough to keep an eye on me but far away not to listen inn. At the end Alex was the one who came into the building with me. I was just about to knock on Dr Ava's door when she opened it with a smile. She was really beautiful.

"Hi Mrs Meco. It's finally good to see you." She says smiling. A real genuine smile, she didn't even know me but I could tell that she was not faking that smile.

"Please call me Riley." I say smiling too. I could feel myself starting to relax, the tension leaving my body. "And its also good to meet you." She smiles at me and then nodded for me to come in. Her office was beautiful and cozy.

"You can take a seat." She said proceeding to go around her desk to also take a sit.

"Thank you." I reply taking a seat facing her.

"So where do you want to begin?" She asks and I take a moment to think but come up empty.

"I don't know where to begin." I eventually say.

"That's okay, most of my patients don't know where to begin either. So I'll just ask you a question and you can answer me but if by any chance you feel uncomfortable you can let me know and then I'll move on to another question will that be okay?" She asks.

"Yeah, sure." I reply.

"Okay, do you have any fears?" She asks.

"Yeah I do have a few of them. I had my normal ones before the accident happened but after the accident I gained a few more."

"Do you mind telling me your normal fears before the accident?" She asks. I could feel myself starting to relax again. That was easy.

"Uhmm I'm afraid of heights and bugs." I chuckle lightly. Dr Ava chuckles too.

"Me too." She whispers and then we both broke out into laughter. "Okay, what are these new fears you gained after the accident?" She asks.

"Now I'm now afraid of thunder, lightning. To be exact I don't like rain and dark places." I mutter.

"Dark places like a dark street or a darkened room." Ava asks.

"As in a dark room or somewhere where there isn't any light." I reply.

"How bad are these fears?"

"When it rains and there is thunder and lightning, I freeze up, can barely move and sometimes I scream my head off. And when I'm in a darkened room I start to panic so much so that I wouldn't be able to breathe. Ever since I gained that fear I never sleep in a dark room. And when it starts raining I usually put my earphones on and then hide under the blanket or somewhere where i wont notice the rain." I reply feeling like i had given out some part of my soul. But in a good calming way.

"And does it help?" She asks.

"Yeah it does help. I haven't been paralyzed by those fears ever since I found these small loopholes."

"That's good but we will have to work on them little by little. Especially the fear of the dark, we will just sit in here and close the curtains and switch the lights off and see how you get by for maybe two or five minutes. With the rain its a bit harder to time it but I'll help you. You'll be okay." She says so sincerely that I could feel my eyes start to sting with tears. I haven't had someone much less a stranger who says something to me with such sincerity and she doesn't even know me. I think I like to Dr Ava. Im hoping the two of us will be very good friends. She doesn't look that much older than me. "Okay so we have covered the issue of fears a bit. But I have to ask you another question."

"Okay." I say calmly.

"How far gone were you when you lost the baby?" She asks and I could hear my heart starting to beat so fast that I think it was going to stop any moment. I was so not ready to talk about this. I didn't want to think about it. About how I lost him.

"Riley" Dr Ava calls me. "It's okay if you cannot talk about it yet. You will eventually get to talk about it. Just let me ask you another question." I nodded letting her know to proceed.

"Do you like to dance?" She asks suddenly making me chuckle in a bit of surprise at how abruptly she had changed the topic.

"I've never tried to but I think if I had the chance to try it I would love it. I used to have fantasies of being a salsa dancer but I never got the opportunity to learn.

"Then I'm going to advise you to take salsa lessons." She replies.

"Seriously?" I ask in curious voice.

"Yes of course. You should take those lessons just for fun of it. It'll help you relax and be more into yourself." She replies.

"Okay I will see what i can do." I respond smiling.

"Then that's it for today. It's been lovely seeing you and talking to you. I will text you for when our next appointment will be." She says smiling and standing up forwarding her hand for me to shake.

"Thank you Dr Ava. I'm looking forward to our next appointment." I say shaking her hand.

"Likewise and if im to call you Riley then you can call me Ava." She says and then I smile at her and then proceed to go out.

******

Thirty minutes later, I arrive at Ethel's house and she comes out at me like a fur ball of energy, throwing herself in my arms, smiling so broadly that I couldn't help but start smiling too. I really had missed this crazy best friend of mine.

"I missed you girl." She says still hugging me tightly.

"I missed you too Eth." I answer hugging her back just as tightly.

"Let's go in, you need to tell me all about your new harem." She says tagging me into the house and I could feel myself start to blush at her insinuation that i had a harem. I had told Ethel about my recent attractions via texts. At the time i had thought that i was going to go bat s**t crazy if i didn't tell anyone. Sitting down on the carpet, Eth brings wine, three bottles to be exact. She opens one bottle and pour some into our wine glasses.

"So girlfriend what's up? Please tell me that you did some dirty things with your sexy boss in the office." She says sitting down next to me.

"Eth, come on." I say gasping in shock. "Don't say things like that."

"Oh come on Ril, you've got to get laid some time and who's better than a man you are attracted to. Or should i say men. Please don't tell me that you're going to pass up the chance to get into your boss's panties or your husband or your brother inlaw. Better yet f**k all of them." She says panting dramatically.

"You are such a w***e Eth." I say laughing and she joins me too.

"I wont argue with that because damn Luis is so hot and if I'm being honest so is Silva and your douchebag of a husband." She says. "So tell me what's really going on?"

"Uh the other day Silas and Silva spanked me." I whisper.

"What?" She asks spitting her wine, apparently i had surprised her. And believe me when i say it takes a lot to surprise my friend. "You mean they spanked you together? At the same time?" She continues.

"Yes." I reply.

"Damn girl, my panties are all wet by just picturing that scene in my head." She says and I laugh at her. "So did you have s*x?".

"No, come on."

"Why the hell not?"

"Well for starters it was a punishment and I was not going to sleep with the both of them." I say.

"Oh come on girl. I know if i had been in your place i would have jumped their bones. You wasted an opportunity." She scolds me.

"Can you stop talking about it already." I say finishing my third glass of wine. I was starting to feel dizzy. I'm not that light weighted but I'm not that strong either.

"Can we talk about Luis then?" She asks.

"No." I say turning up my wine glass, wondering where all the wine had gone.

"Fine." She says. "But I tell you, you better have some hot s*x with Luis soon, preferably in his office.

"Sure, whatever you say." I say. I could barely see with how the room was spinning. "Eth how much did we drink, the room is spinning so much." I groan.

"Uhmm i think we finished two bottles of wine. And im feeling you, i can barely see myself." She responds. Clearly we were both drunk now. I could feel myself starting to fall on the floor and i couldn't seem to stop myself.

"I'm going to call your hot s*x husband so that he can stick his huge d**k into you and then he....." Ethel says but thats as far as i manage to hear before darkness claimed me.