Running From Hell

Chapter 4 Running

I looked down and saw the red droplets fall onto the dinner plate. My hand reaching for my nose as I glanced at Nathan. He was already standing up, reaching his hand to my head. The pain coming from my scalp as he pulled my hair, ripping me off the dining chair. My bloody hand reaching his firm grasp trying to get him to let go as he dragged my body to the living room. He finally let go. I immediately rubbed my scalp about to apologize when he slammed my head into the carpet. The blood from my nose seemed to drip more onto it. I cupped my hands trying to catch the blood when he smacked them down and shoved my head into the sofa cushions. "Nathan, please..please stop.. I'm sorry.." I said through sobs. He scoffed and lowered his head to say, "Oh, you're sorry? You should've kept your mouth shut when I was being nice." He pulled my hair, yanking my head back to look at him. He was smiling that same smile he won my heart with but his eyes. His eyes looked so cold my entire body shivered as those blue eyes looked almost black. "It's okay, I'll give you the punishment you deserve," he said, smirking. He shoved my head back into the cushions and got down behind me. I felt his knees push between my legs separating them. My blood ran cold as I felt him lift my dress. "Nathan please ..it won't happen again..I'll be good, I promise." I pleaded. He chucked behind me: "Scared now? It's too late," he said as he ripped my underwear off. I tried to wiggle out of his grasp, even trying to reach him to push him. He let go of my hair and pinned my arms behind me so tightly they began to numb. The blood from my nose went into my mouth as I cried, begging him to stop. He just laughed, bringing his mouth near my ear, whispering, "This is what happens to bad girls." He pulled back, and I felt his d***k line up at my entrance. "Please Nathan, No" I said screaming as I jumped out of bed. I sat on the floor with the sheets full of sweat as I was breathing hard. I took a long breath as I tilted my head back onto my bed. "Another nightmare about him...no a memory more like," I mumbled to myself. I turned my head as I heard small footsteps running towards my bedroom door. "Mommy, you're awake? Are you okay?" Jax said, running into my arms. I hugged him. "I'm okay, just a scary dream. Come on, let's get ready," I said, lifting him up with me. He pulled his head back from my neck and smiled at me. "Mom, my 5th birthday is coming up. Let's get a big cake," he said with a wide smile. I couldn't help but smile back, nodding. "First let's brush our teeth, then we will talk about cake," I said, kissing his head. He nodded and jumped down, running to the bathroom. I sighed 5 years that how long I've been running from Nathan, and he's still tormenting me in my sleep.

NATHAN'S POV.

"Have you found her yet? She has nobody. How could she be so good at hiding?" I yelled on the phone. "Sir, we are looking at every place she has ties with, even her old college roommate, Sonia. Either she has help or she's been prepared for years," the voice on the other end of the phone said. I slammed my closed fist on to the table "What so you think she's some smart spy or something. Planning this for years? She could barely get dressed without my input and you think. Whatever just find them!" I screamed hanging the call-up. I threw the phone on the table and leaned my head back on my chair, shutting my eyes. "Years pft is he crazy. I'll find you my little bird, and when I do. I'll make sure to break your wings so you'll never even think of flying again," I said, smiling to myself. I got hard just thinking about it. As I looked down at my hard on, my office door opened, making me glance up at who had come in. The heels clicking on to the floor, the scent of some fruity perfume making its way to me. I looked up at my assistant, Eve, and smiled, thinking to myself, "Perfect." She batted her eyes at me. "Mr. Holden, would you like a massage? I could hear you screaming outside. It's not good to let stress build up," she said as she swayed her hips. I looked down at her skirt and reached my finger out to touch the hem of her skirt. "Oh really? Then come over here and give me that massage," I said as I ran my finger up her leg. Her skirt lifted in the process, revealing her laced red thong. I stared at her thong, then looked back up at her blushed face. "For you, Mr. Holden, I'm always available," she said as she got down on her knees, reaching for my pant zipper. I gripped her head and shoved her face into my crotch. "That's good now, be a good girl and fill that mouth," I said, smirking while staring at the picture of my Lila on my desk.