Can I talk to you? I never get the chance to talk to you. I feel alone, holding truths that may be blind to the world. I wake up every day afraid of my mortality. I can't get drunk anymore.. I wish I could drown these feelings and thoughts and just forget. I wish I ca just exist at the moment, forgetting it as it comes, like a doll that just sits there through time. How am I jealous of the dust that will collect on the stained porcelain? The sun rises and sets through time, all the while it does not affect the station of the doll.
" I never knew a ghost unit could feel pain, Hathor, and is this the reason you come to my condo is to complain about life." stated the prodigy. I turned to him, and before I could decide on what to say he blurted out to me, " I feel honored and have more faith in ghost units. That our humanity will be saved." I looked over at him and asked, I want to be a ghost unit?" He looks at me and whispers "I would rather die a painful death,. I love you, I do, Hathor, but I refuse to be one." I press the batten on my watch, which turns him off. I take today's events off of his drive as if I were using a cut on a document and paste it into our system.
I stay with him, this is the only place I could not be found. This is my binge night on whiskey and ice, the only time I can feel relieved. At this moment, we become porcelain dolls forever. The morning comes quicker than I would like, and the day marks a year since he arrived. Poor thing, I have taken advantage of his ignorance about him. My husband sits in his office and demands results, laughing and scheming, about how he can outdo God. It disgusts me. This is why, from this point on refer to me as Hippocrates.
Moments later, I took the walk of shame to my office. Finally, I get to the door, to continue to be porcelain for a while linger, when blaring lights appear and request me to the lab. I took the indoor golf cart to the area to find the Prodigy handles with a melted arm. I pressed the button to shut him down. However, He just stared blankly in my direction, dropping my shut-off device at his feet.
"If I did not fancy you, Hathor, and admired you since I was a child, I would rip you to shreds had a year, a f*****g year you have been erasing me, not telling me my worst nightmare has occurred!" He whimpered.
" I did it to protect you love, the last thing I ever wanted you to do was find out about this," I yelled, not knowing if he could calm down, He came closer and he kissed me deep;y, this time I realized he knew it all fishing for information in me about himself, while I found out that he hacked into his file to find out the truth. We erased his identity in the world, we killed home off to everyone he knows, and we took everything away from him. I whispered" "I love you too" and he smiled. I came with a plan right then and there ..