DINO Tonight, my heart is so broken. I just experienced this kind of feeling. This kind of pain that feels like I don't want to breathe. Because every breath I take is the pain and soreness of my chest. I decide to dunk my pain away. Henry and Joshua came right away when they knew where I was. I repeatedly think to myself of taking Monique away from here. That it was not her fault what her Mom had done. That she doesn’t like it. This isn't about me. This is about Monique who is trapped and wants to have freedom. She needed me. She has kept this from me for so long that I can't even see that she has a problem. She was always smiling and laughing when she's with me. Everytime I think that she has suffered alone, I want to kill myself for letting her face this all alone for five mont

