It's been a month since I trained. For 15 days, daddy has trained me by using guns and swords and then left, going to the Philippines. I don't know what he is going to do there, all I know is that he will meet up with someone and might come back after a month or so. The thing that frustrates me is that not even once did I beat him, nor put a scratch on him. I can't but sigh, every time I remember how badly beaten I am from him. I am so weak, still weak. How am I supposed to find and make the culprit pay if I continue being such? After 15, I decided to train on my own, trying to remember everything daddy did during our training, although I am not sure if I was able to do it. Still, I tried. Especially the changing course of the bullet, and giving it a small help to spin, and then pu

