Chosen by the cursed alpha

I'll choose a mate at the alphas ball 14

Chapter 14

Xander pov

it's been a week since Laura had come to my room, I was thankful to the moon goddess that she didn't come back in here, or even showed up in my office, i seen her from time to time, she's either training or hanging out with her friends, i have noticed that she watches me sometimes, and when i catch her she smiles and waves at me, i just walk away, i don't like that girl at all, i know in a few days is the alpha mating ball, alphas come all around looking for their mate, while they are looking they are screwing anything that opened their legs to them. I didn't want to go, I wanted to stay home but i have told everyone i was going, i didn't want to be sitting here when people start calling wondering where i am at, sighing i had a choice i could stay home, but than what fun could that be, i knew some alphas were scared shitless of me, i've heard the rumors im blood thirsty, i kill my girlfriends after one night and blah, blah, blah, I know i look scary, but damn if i had a girlfriend i wouldn't kill her after one night, i would wait and see what she does how she handles the kingdom and me, and if she tries to harm my people or me, than i would kill her, but rumors are rumors, people will believe what they want to believe, My cousin Amanda came knocking on my office door, i know she is going to annoy the h3ll out of me, she is more than a cousin to me, she is like my sister, a sister i never wanted, but never knew i needed, i looked up when she walked into my office, she had short dark hair with brown eyes, i knew she had something to say, she never comes to visit me unless she does,

‘So, are you going to that stupid shitty alpha mating ball thing that we all know that the alphas only want to screw whoever opened their legs to them. I know I'm just going to watch the s**t show.” All i could do was laugh, she has always had a mouth on her, i knew she would go even if i said i wouldn't be going she would still go just to watch the show that goes on, that girl is just crazy she will put you in your place in a heartbeat,

“Yeah, ill be going to the s**t show, but i won't make myself known to anyone, i don't want anyone bothering me when im there, i'm there just because an old friend invited me,plus im suppose to go to these stupid things, and i haven't been in a few years because i was off to other countries looking for my mate that i can't find,”She nodded as she hugged me than said she would see me later on she’s off to find herself a dress for the party, Then my beta Dell walked into my office, he quickly shut and locked the door. something was amiss, and i knew something was going on when he shuts and locks my office door

‘Alright Dell i know you have something to say, So go ahead and spit it out, he walked back to the door making sure no one was standing at the door listening when he was sure noone was there he came back to me,

So, were going to this f*****g h3ll show am i correct, if you don't find your mate what are you going to do, you know you have only a few years left Xander,” I already knew i had a few years left to find her, But i don't know what im going to do if she is not there, I can always pick a chosen mate, I can come up with a contract, have my pup raise her and him and she can do what ever she wants to do, but out in public she is to be the queen to everyone, she has to act the part and be the partl, but behind closed doors, she can avoid me as much as she wants unless there are meetings and people are around, she has to be with me at all times, when they leave she can run off to where she wants, there is no falling inlove in the contract, just s*x, to have a pup, maybe she will sign it, maybe she wont but we will see,

“Yeah, if she is not there, i'm going to choose a mate, i'm going to bring up a contract so when she comes she will read it and hopefully sign it, if she doesn't she still can't leave she has to play the part, i'll just have to make her fall in love with me, i have three years to get her to love me, and have my pup, in those years if she hasn't said she loves me the whole kingdom including myself are going to go down in fate, there wont be no king or kingdom,” we both sighed knowing i have to find someone, or just anyone, i just don't want anyone, i want someone and that someone is my mate, would she still want me when she finds out that im cursed? we will find out sooner or later, i just hope sooner and not later of that makes any sense at all, We talked for a bit about going to other packs looking for her, but i don't want to do that,

“Listen Dell, the alpha mating ball will be the final place i go to look for her, if i can't find her than i will choose a mate, thats it thats final i'm done looking for her, that's my final word,” Dell knew when i say that's my final word that's his clue to not say another word, i was done talking about this bull s**t, he nodded and said ‘Yes Alpha, then he left the room, he knew i was getting fed up,