::Billy's POV::
I felt it. I felt it!
Sarah was near! Or so my instincts had kept bugging me about it. I just had a feeling that she was present. It was so hard to explain.
I rushed over to the field that we had first met at. The nostalgic winds blew against my face.
I might have become delusional because I thought I traced a faint scent of our luna. This had given me a bit of hope within the dark storm we were in.
Janet had been in a complete wreck since she had found out that Sarah had went missing. She had been crying for days and her soft vanilla like skin had managed to develop eye bags.
Her mind state was draining the life and beauty out of her. And I know that we were in the middle of prepping for our defenses for not only our enemies, but also the alpha his god damn self!
''Where could she be?'' Adam questioned.
Adam had never left my side, he tirelessly searched for his best friend too. Sometimes I would catch him sobbing in hidden. He would question his existence in whispers. I felt really bad for him. He had just lost his mate and now he felt lost without the only light in his life right now. Well, she was our only light as well.
''I can't describe how to explain this... but, I feel Sarah is still alive.'' I shook my head in confusion.
''How would you know is it because oh-'' he sounded disappointed, ''The whole pack bond thing huh?''
I could tell that having just this privilege bothered him. The fact that Sarah was our luna and that we could feel something that he couldn't because he wasn't a part of the clan was devastating to him. And frankly, it was unfair.
I've been having weird chills travel throughout my body, and it always made me feel and think that it was Sarah. She was never there physically, but I... like I said... I don't know how to put it into words.
''How's the search going?'' I heard Damien check in with the mind link channel.
''No luck so far, but we will keep looking.'' I assured.
''No. We will try again tomorrow. It is already getting too dark. End your shift and turn in for the night. Ms. Scarlett and I have already set up patrol shifts for the night. Go rest easy.'' his voice had always made an impact when it came to orders.
''Ms. Scarlett? You mean Ronnie?'' I almost smirked at his silence, ''What business do you have with her?''
He caught the sarcasm in my tone and just playfully chuckled, ''None of your business soldier.''
I heard her in the back ground, ''What was that?''
All I heard was, ''I gotta go.'' and hung up the link.
Wow.
Damien is going through it alright. But from what I heard from was he insisted Veronica or Ronnie was his mate. But, oddly she did not have the same mutuality.
That somehow reminded me of how Janet was towards me before. How she would dangle me from a string and willingly poke at me being faithful. I can't say that it was fair by all means. But, now is different. Now, she actually wanted to be mine. But, Veronica and Janet were not the same. Janet had done horrible things, while Veronica is just unsure. So I couldn't compare the two.
But still. I felt happy that he actually found interest in someone because for all I know that bastard only knew war and killing. It's nice for a change.
But wrong time and place holy s**t we are on the verge of war!
Adam had been bunking it with me since I basically felt responsible for him. He had been very sheepish about it but he was a lovely guest.
I tried not to get too lovey with Janet and I had to make her understand why. But resisting her got a little too much to bear day by day.
''Oh you can enjoy yourself tonight, I actually rented a room at the Inn nearby.'' Adam waved to me.
''What? No I insist you come. We are okay.'' I promised.
He just laughed, ''Oh please. If Gilbert was alive we would be doing mate rituals every time we got. Besides...'' he paused, ''You both need some healing before the main event.'' and then turned away.
He began towards the inn without having me to input anything. But I had to respect his wishes. He was only a block or two away and he did have my number if anything were to happen.
My wolf gladly thanked him secretly. But in all honesty I did too. I missed Janet. And to be honest, she wasn't okay. She had always acted that way around him. But I felt the pain every second. She needed me dearly.
As I arrived into our home Janet had finished making some Spaghetti. Man does she make some bomb ass spaghetti.
The way she did it was different than any spaghetti I've ever seen. She would wait for the water to boil and add a bit of salt and cooking oil to it. She then cooks the noodles in that pot. In a another pot she would stir fry the ground beef and season it. She also adds in some hot dogs too! I know it sounds odd but hear me out. When they are both cooked she adds in some Prego sauce and continues to cook. Another odd but satisfying ingredient she uses was add a bit of condensed milk! It tasted sweeter and much more better than regular standard spaghetti.
That had been one of her hidden jewel dishes.
But as I was saying, she had prepared me dinner. I saw her tasting the sauce and noticed a bit was along her cheeks. I went right up and licked it off.
''Hey!'' she sheepishly said shocked, ''Don't do that. Adam is here.''
I got dangerously close to her. The most that I have gotten to in a while and I just had to whisper into her ear, ''He's not coming tonight.''
''What do you me-'' and as if a sudden hot chill pulsed through her body she knew I meant business tonight.
''You're all mine tonight.'' I nipped at her marking spot.
I felt her lose her breath but still tried to act like she didn't crave for the same thing.
''Aren't you hungry? I made one of your favorites.'' she pointed at the hot piping spaghetti.
I outta just eat her out instead. She was delicious and the wolf in me urged to be close to hers.
But I was indeed hungry, maybe I would have a bit more energy when I actually had some food in my stomach. So I impatiently sat down at one end of the table and she sat on the other. Her face was completely flushed. I kept eyeing her every bite I took and she would notice it.
She could tell that I was beyond hungry for her. I was starving both ways, but a specific urge was overpowering the other. I slurped up the noodles and gobbled that delicious food just like I was going to do to her.
''You're done already?'' she asked amazed.
''That's what I'll be saying to you in a bit.'' I hasted towards the kitchen to clean my dishes. I left her looking stunned, but I knew deep down she wasn't surprised.
The intimation was just out of sync maybe, since it had been a bit some time. But I was assertive in the relationship and I know her bed sheet submissive trait was just dying to be lapped by me.
I stood there, with folded arms, just admiring her innocence. Janet side eyed me and almost choked on her drink.
''Oof, wrong hole.'' she coughed hysterically.
''That's what she s-'' before I could finish she lifted that nuh-uh finger at me.
''Exit only babe!'' she teased.
I was content either way, but one thing was for sure I definitely was eager.
''Man!'' I heard her say in dismay, ''I accidentally spilled some sauce on my clothes.''
That was that.
I approached her and swept her off her feet. I immediately flopped her over my shoulder. My height was almost doubled her size, and her frame I would say definitely was considered petite.
''Babe what are you doing?'' I heard her giggle.
''We both are filthy we should get cleaned up now shouldn't we?'' and I patted her ass cheek with a firm palm.
I heard her squeal, but I can sense it. Her body temperature started rising, the scent of arousal became evident and the rhythm of her voice confirmed it. She wanted me as much as I did for her.
I wasted no time, I was undressing her while she was on my shoulder, bongo drumming her butt while I made our way to the shower. My wolf was like a dog waiting for a treat.
I set her down on our sink vanity, I had to resist to not just rip my clothes off and have her right then and there.
But then I felt her legs wrap around me, she sat on the sink and leaned back to pull me in. Now I was the one losing the breaths. I looked at that adorable soft smile and lustful eyes stare back at me.
I bit my lip and leaned in, connecting our lips together. Giving and taking. Every touch we gave sent sparks like a never ending tug of war to one another.
I undid my belt and wiggled out of my jeans, I was beyond hard, but I wanted to please her first.
I whispered into her ear, ''I'm going to take care of you.''
She trusted in me and laid back, I proceeded to bend and get a perfect view of her already creaming p***y. I would never allow a single drop of that to be missed. I gently licked it up with softened tongue. I know that the first touch was the most sensitive to her, so I had always started off being incredibly gentle. When she began to ease into it I knew I was able to go a little bit firmer.
She started giving me those sweet moans and cried out for more. Her voice was always so sinful when she did this. She was very vocal about the pleasures she received. As I pretended to take a breath I stuck my index into my mouth and got it salivated.
As I continued licking her c**t I snuck in that finger and felt her tighten. She was a bit surprised but she wasn't stopping me. I slowly pumped into her until her juices completely took over my drool. While I was still licking her I gently twisted and turned my finger. Pulling, pushing, twisting once again.
''Oh my god!'' I knew what this meant. It meant that she was close to coming. But of course I wasn't going to make it end there. Nope. That would be too basic.