Our Last Night- Hell To Have You B.B.: The guys are upset with me. I get it. I basically told them I didn't want this when they are completely committed to it. This is part of who they are. None of them sat with me at lunch. I'm sitting here looking out the window back at respawn point. The Reaper is standing in the middle of the football field looking up at me while the football players run around her. She let me into the house but I think it was more a request from James than her forgiving me. I fell asleep for a couple of hours in the nook doing homework and looking up the bookstore information. I have it in my binder. I've been trying to work up the courage to get up and hand it over to Carson. The bell finally rings and I get up. The others also get up and begin to walk to class wit

