Fourteen “HEY, ARE YOU AWAKE?” I’m staring out the window of Helen’s car as we travel I-70 towards Baltimore. Her voice startles me. “Huh, what?” I say and turn to her. She glances at me before returning to the road. “I asked if you were awake.” “Yeah, yeah, I’m awake,” I say, stretching. “I’ve been awake the whole time.” “You haven’t said a word since we left Myerton,” Helen says. “Sorry,” I say, reaching for the to-go cup of coffee in her cup holder. We had stopped by The Perfect Cup on our way out of town. “I have a lot on my mind.” “Trying to figure out what to tell the Archbishop about Father Leonard when you see him, huh? What are you going to tell him?” I shift in my seat, kicking aside the fast food wrappers covering the floorboard of her sedan. “I haven’t decided yet. I h

