Lilith Point of view It didn’t take me long to realize that Carson was kissing the girl in his arms, nor did I fail to notice his wandering hands that raked her barely clothed body. The fact that I couldn’t see who the girl is, was suffocating me because it mattered to me a lot to know who had his heart and body. Even though I couldn’t see the girl in Carson’s arms, I could see him perfectly fine, and that was enough to bring back the heartache from earlier but this time it was worse, and I almost staggered back from its intensity. My eyes didn’t waver or blink even once because somehow, I liked how this pain was killing me from inside, how he had the power to break my almighty rule, I don’t give a f**k. I was intently staring at Carson when suddenly his head lifted up and his blue

