Chapter 19Sally
Not so simple.
In my dash to the end of term I made a deliberate choice to not take stock of my decisions. I decided I may not like what I discovered.
At least I had exams coming up, and a big essay due. Quite literally the best thing in my life was my relentlessly grinding study schedule. I could have a word with myself and bury my head in books. Some semblance of control. The rest of my life had considerably less control.
I saw Neil more times than I should have.
We met at the library just about every other day. He always wanted to see me straight from class, gym, or training and he always would want to do something, like grab dinner, go to the cinema, or even a just have drink, like a normal couple. I would make an excuse about time, drag him back to his flat and we
