GETTING TO KNOW HER! P2
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After a week we've been talking, eat lunch, go home 3 of us together, it's really fun having friends like them and i love them both
But the confusion...
I want to know if my feeling was right, if i prove it then i don't have anything to do, but i need to know you first!
,,Hey Ella I just noticed on family day yesterday no one appear from your family members?
,,They were just busy. (Look Sad)
,,Why? (Confused)
,,I don't know(Look away)
,,You can tell me anything, trust me i won't tell anyone we are friends here so you can trust me (Smiling)
"Smiles"
,,Give me some time to think if i can.
,,It's fine if you can't tell me.(Smiles)
,,Thank you I'm happy to have friends like you and gina! (Smiles)
"The next day"
I was cleaning at the back of school because the teacher ordered me to do it, so i don't have any choice, then i saw... I saw ella kissing a girl!!, i quickly run and hide, the way they kiss was so passionate, while I'm looking at it.., it feels like my eyes are glued!
"Shocked"
I was shock i was paralyzed at that moment i saw it, she..... she like girls?
Is that why she help me?
Why don't i feel uncomfortable?, why do i still want to be by her side? Now i know what she is, am i same like her?
Do i like girls also?
Especially her?
I got back in the classroom after that cleaning session. I still can't remove that in my mind and my brain is missing because of over thinking.
Now ella is now in the room and sit beside me, why am i looking at her? Then she's start biting and wiping her lips, i can still see the lipstick of the girl she kiss on her lips!
Why am i looking at her??
,,Hey Hannah? Hannah?
,,Huh... What?
,,HAHAHAH are you in out of space? HAHAHAHA (Laughing)
,,HAHA sory i was just thinking of something(Scratch her Head)
'I was thinking of you.'
,,Hannah i want to tell you something..., about the family day, come on let's go out for a minute.
'Wait why need to go out? I'm still thinking about earlier what if!! What if she kiss me too!! No! No!'
"Nervous, Trembling"
,,Do we need to go out?(Biting the tip of finger)
,,Yeah. Because i don't want other people to hear and know. (Look down)
,,Okay. Okay
"Ella and Hannah Go out"
,,So why your family didn't came?
"Ella put her arms on the wall beside me"
,,I know you saw me and the girl (Smirk)
"Ella eventually lean her face on Hannah then kiss her"
Poof**
,,Hannah? Hannah? Why are you always spacing out?
'huh? What the f**k I'm imagining!!'
,,I'm very sorry ella i just really have a tough day that's why i always space out! (Lying for Safe)
,,It must be hard for you?(Worried)
'Yeah, it's hard for me'
,,Not really I'm used to it though. So what was it you wanna tell?
,,My parents didn't go because they hate me! (Sad)
,,Why do they hate you? What's the reason?(Worried+Confused)
,,If i tell would you hate me?
,,Why would i? You are my friend.
,,I like girls!
The moment i saw you kissing a girl i already know, but when you said it to me face to face it clears my mind more. You like girls!
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