ANGELIC... Of them. Three. Four. Five. Five. Four. Three. Of them. A. I start counting the seconds, which turn into minutes and hours. I hadn't noticed this morning, but I didn't turn off the faucet properly, so drops of water fall into the sink. I count the seconds as the drops descend. I counted over twenty thousand drops. I'm on the bathroom floor. The light went out about ten thousand drops ago. The only illumination comes from moonlight. My head is leaning against the tub as I stare at the gun, which I haven't even had the heart to touch. This is what killed a man before my eyes. Of them. Three. Four. Five. Five. Four. Three. Of them. A. Over time, I think I've stopped having a big idea of what's real and what my head has created. I slept and dreamed of th

