Dominique.
I sat rooted in my spot as I allowed Derek's words to sink in. He couldn't be serious could he? What did he mean by *you feeling guilty might just be a good thing and I think you should just pursue it* ? What was that even supposed to mean? It made no sense to me as far as I was concerned.
It just wasn't possible. I allowed my mind to paint images of me taking Derek's advice. Was he saying I should pursue Florence? How? It just didn't make any sense. Nothing could ever work out between me and her. She wasn't on the list of Caliber women I moved with, stooping so low to her level would be the greatest blow to my gut and ego.
If that was so then why was it such a huge task to get her out of my mind all the time? Why did I have that explicit dream about her in the office
