Victoria. I was flabbergasted. I didn't know what else to think my mind was racing my heart was aching I am in some deep trouble I cannot believe that I was so stupid not to realise that I had actually sent the wrong message to the wrong person. The only question I have is : who received it ?who is the recipient of what I wrote??? That's All I want To know. I couldn't sit and think clearly. I took the whiskey and poured myself a glass I drank in a gulp .I was losing myself I slapped my temple. This can't be happening to me right now .I need to stay as clean as possible away from scandals. I don't need this right now I do not ! I can't see if I will get over the mess . It is damaging to me and my career . This is a downfall . Unexpectedly ,I felt a hand hold on to mine and turn to

