Donna Am going to march in and tell him , that kiss was a mistake that it haunts me so bad yet it feels so good . I feel like I took advantage of him and Ru's kindness to letting me stay at her dad's house as well as him for hosting me . Maybe he wasn't sober and was sleepy or got confused that I was his wife . He had little alcohol , I am a nurse so I definitely know there was a possibility he was not in his right state of mind . Or maybe he was carried away ,he hasn't seen his wife in a very long time . It does affect him in a way , where he easily gets emotional next to another woman. He was in his home office holding a meeting that had just ended , I will apologize to him for kissing him then pack up and move to a motel . The guests had shortly left . I was as patient as an Afr

