Her Mysterious Past and Promising future

Chapter 5: New Friend?

I watched the Alpha walk away, as I do my eyes catch those of everyone around me the horror and the shock all over their faces, I just sit there on the ground stunned I don’t know what just happened, what I did I do? I can still hear small rumbles of Growls coming from Willa and Zan who are still by my side. I get up and look at the ground how can I face them? They will have questions, Answers are the one thing I don’t have. I start to run back into the club since the alleyway was a dead end on either side, as I run through the club I can hear several people hollering my name even over the loud music, but I don’t stop I keep running my ass off, as soon as I exit the club I run down the road a little way one out of sight I use my vamp speed to run home.

I run-up to my room throwing my phone on my bed that hasn’t stopped going off since I left the club, I want to answer it but what the hell am I going to say? Hey, yeah so umm, as it turns out I am a freak surprise? I mean I don’t know what to say, and I honestly don’t want to face them, I mean how can I, I really am a freak and as it turns out a dangerous one. It's best if they just stay away. I take my clothes off going into the bathroom where I go to the sink and scrub off the makeup and take down my hair, once done I go back into my room since my parents aren’t home I put on my music and crank it up my house is the only house for miles so I know I won't disturb any neighbors, it will also help drown out my phone and in case anyone shows up I won't hear the doorbell. After hitting play I head back to my bathroom to take a nice long hot bath after the water turns cold I get out, wrapping a towel around me I go into my room. I let out a scream, there sitting on my bed is Brit.

Jesus Brit! you scared the s**t out of me, how in the f**k did you get in here? She stood up and walk towards me, wrapping her hands around me in a tight hug, Umm Brit did you forget you hate me? What are you doing here and once again I ask how did you get in here? She pulls away with a smile “ I don’t hate you, I mean I didn’t much like you but I don’t hate you.” I look at her with a raised eyebrow and a look of yeah ok. She walks back and sits on my bed. I wanted to thank you for what you did for me tonight you are the only one who helped me, I heard a few people come out the back door but left once they heard what was going on.” she looked down at her hands that were fidgeting with the hem of her dress tears coming down her face, I run into my closet and throw on a pair of sweats and a t-shirt than sit next to her on the bed.

You mean to tell me others seen or heard it and just walked away? She had even more tears streaming down her face, I couldn’t help but wrap an arm around her to try to soothe her a little bit, but let's face it when it comes to something like this I really don’t know what to.

I watched the Alpha walk away, as I do my eyes catch those of everyone around me the horror and the shock all over their faces, I just sit there on the ground stunned I don’t know what just happened, what I did I do? I can still hear small rumbles of Growls coming from Willa and Zan, who are still by my side. I get up and look at the ground how can I face them? They will have questions, Answers are the one thing I don’t have. I start to run back into the club since the alleyway was a dead end on either side, as I run through the club I can hear several people hollering my name even over the loud music, but I don’t stop I keep running my ass off, as soon as I exit the club I run down the road a little way, once out of sight I use my vampire speed to run home.

You mean to tell me others seen or heard it and just walked away? She had even more tears streaming down her face, I couldn’t help but wrap an arm around her to try to soothe her a little bit, but let's face it when it comes to something like this I really don’t know what to.

“You see Sintia, they see me as the pack slut and probably figured I did something to deserve it. The truth is I am not, I have never been with anyone in that way,  I mean, yeah, I kiss and make out with Kade, I like him a lot and it has nothing to do with him being an Alpha, I always have. Even when we were just pups before he got hot and cool, I did what I thought I needed to do to keep close to him when I met you that day I was worried he would fall all over you, I mean, You're a hot girl. I was Jealous and only thought about you taking him from me, I know it's stupid but it's true. Then the next day when he was praising you, and touching you, it got even worse, I wanted to kill you, but I knew if I laid a finger on you he would kill me.”

She got up and started walking around my room looking at things, I just sat there and watched her. Not sure as to what to say. “Sintia I know I am popular and it seems I have a lot of friends, but I really don’t they are all fake, They only hang out with me because of my status and I know that. Money makes people ugly, I have also turned into someone I don’t recognize, I wish things were different but they can’t be, I have done and said things I know I can not take back, I allowed the boys of the pack to make up stories about me that aren’t true, I mean what is the point who would believe me anyway?”

She stops in front of the window looking out, I can tell by how she is going on that she has no one to talk to, so I let her keep talking, I don’t feel bad for her, I mean I do, but not like pity, more like I understand where she is coming from. I have never had that either. Brit than turns to look at me with a small awkward smile before returning to my side on the bed, then taking my hands in hers as she looked at me, “I am so sorry Sintia, I would say I dunno what got into me, but the truth is, werewolves as myself we have two forms and with those two forms are two separate souls, one being a human soul the other our wolves souls, Like each human every wolf has its own personality. Along with that personality comes a possessive side of their mate’s, their territory or home as you will,  along with a loyalty to their Alpha and pack, those with a higher rank their possessive side gets stronger and harder to control.” 

she stops and stands and starts to pace I watch her as she does this I can tell there is more she wants to say so I just sit there and wait, she comes back and sits on the bed this time she is sitting with legs crossed under her and her head down, then she looks at me and says. “That first day I met you, my wolf was very uneasy the moment we looked into your eyes, we knew you were not any normal species of supernatural origin, neither is your scent, so my wolf and I, we were scared and we acted defensively, we thought you were a threat to everyone here, so yes we made-up rumors to keep everyone away from you, and when I seen Kade respond the way he did to you I got jealous and possessive for two reasons, one you already know the other as a Beta blooded wolf I feel an even greater pull to protect my Alpha But my Brother Ky will be his Beta when Kade steps up to take leadership because he is firstborn and Kade’s Best Friend.” It’s ok Brit, I knew moving here would be difficult I know of your kind, I knew before I came here. I looked up at her as I spoke, "I know I am a freak, so at least part of what you said is true." I say to her as I turn my head away from her and stand up walking to my window, crossing my arm over my chest.

I don’t know what I am, things have changed since I came here, sometimes I think I never should have come here, I don’t know how I healed Kade, and what happened tonight I am scared as well, I Blacked out as soon as I looked into that guy's eye, all I felt was pure hate, disgust, and a deep need for punishment, and then watching that other Alpha ripping him apart in that way I felt pain and sadness. I didn’t like him and felt the darkness every time he was around, I don’t even remember his name. I just teased him, calling him a princess just to piss him off.  Now he is gone because of me, so young. I felt a  tear roll down my cheek.

Brit jumped off the bed and ran to me, turned me around and looked me straight in the eyes as she said.  ”Don’t ever feel bad about that Sintia! You saved my life and so many more, he was a monster a rabid animal that needed to be put down. I for one am glad, his Alpha did what he did because the only other option would have been was to cast him out, and if that happened than his treachery would have spread, his victims ever growing in numbers. We don’t know how you did what you did, but we all saw his crimes everyone who was in that alley and I can tell you the only tears shed for him,  it is only for you. So please don’t cry for him and don’t regret it either.” she took me in her arms and hugged me. I still couldn’t help but cry, some were for him, but most of them were because I didn’t know what I was becoming, it scared the hell out of me. I knew that whatever this was could go either way either good or evil but which was I? After a while, I finally stopped crying. 

Brit let me go saying “Sintia, I would like it if we became friends, but after the way, I treated you and the things I said about you I would understand if you don’t want to. I could hear and feel her sincerity so I smiled as I said ”I would like to be friends also, to be honest, I don’t know you well enough to hold a grudge of a few small things. I would love the chance to get to know you better.

We hung out most of the night talking, I told her about my life or what I could remember anyway. See I was in a car accident when I was 16, both my parents died at the scene I almost died as well or that is what they told me, though I am not sure how a vampire or whatever I am, can die from a car accident, I guess I was in a coma for a few months when I came to there were people in my room, two who are now my now Foster parents and someone else,  anyway long story short... They will be my Guardians till I hit 18 in a few weeks then they will leave.

Brit looks at me with utter confusion, “what do you me just leave? Like they're just going to sign over this house for you? Then what?"

I smile and shake my head no, "you see Brit this is my house, built to my specifications for this purpose, I have my own money. My parents must have left it to me in their will. Anyway, knowing they would be leaving I needed my own place so here we are.” I look up at her and start to laugh the look on her face was priceless, her eyes were as wide as saucers with her mouth agape, I mean this girl was totally stunned. "Oh, I also own the land about 250 acres and no one around for like 10-15 miles."

“OMG!! Sintia you should totally throw a party I mean it's perfect the middle of nowhere, plenty of room, ” she starts to jump in excitement and runs over to me plopping her butt down on my bed next to me full of enthusiasm. I look at her and shake my head no. There is no way in hell I am going to throw a party and allow a s**t ton of morons to trash my place and land. I have seen the aftermath of parties online and let me tell you, NOT. GOING. TO. HAPPEN!!! Brit looks down in disappointment as she says “I understand, I mean you really don’t know anyone and because of me no one at school will even look at you let alone speak to you, but I promise… she cuts herself off. "Wait, you have seen online? Sintia, Have you never been to a real party?”

I look down at my lap embarrassed my cheeks and ears turning a slightly pink and shake my head, "I have always been Homeschooled. Where we use to live there was no one around, we lived in the mountains, it had been just me and my foster parents, I mean I met people online, but never in person, this being my senior year, I wanted to attend a real school which is part of the reason I chose this area, I know there were others like me, I knew it would be hard, but I wanted to meet people my age and do teenage things." maybe this weekend I will throw a small Private party for Just you, Willa, Kade, Zan, Ky, and myself give us more time to get to know each other. oh, and of course their Mates if they have one, they can come as well.." that made Brit smile which in turn made me smile as well.

I looked at the clock and seen that it was already past 2 am now, I looked at Brit and said, hey, it’s late and too late for you to go home why don’t you stay the night you can either sleep in here with me or I can show you to a guest room. I’ll stay here with you she said with a smile, I showed her to the bathroom so she could shower, then went and laid down sleep soon took hold of me and darkness flooded my mind.