Chapter 36 I threw the blade into the little bin, covering it from sight and straightened my appearance. My makeup wasn't smudged across my face because I had chosen not to wear any, yet my eyes were red and puffy matching my mused hair. Nowhere near appealing, I could only wonder to what Shane could be thinking now. Would I still be beautiful in his eyes? I didn't waste a second on the lingering thought; I rushed out the ensuite and grabbed my laptop. I waited impatiently for it to start up, so to save time I looked up at the frantic people. I consciously shifted my arm to hide the cut from their view. "Yes?" I asked, surprised at the contradiction in my voice. Soft but snappy. "What are you doing?!" Trisha demanded. That got me thinking. What was I doing? My thoughts lingered with

