I couldn’t believe I survived so many dramas, the violent version of me doesn’t exactly describe what I actually am. I know sometimes I like to be violent, but sometimes I am doing, what is just for all.
Really it doesn’t. But the fact, how I have learnt things from my grandmother, or more of just heard things from her because no one ever taught me things, I just saw or heard and then implemented. No one has been there to tell me ever, what I was doing could have been done the other way round, or what I was going through could be avoided. I kept ignoring things that have always affected my mental state, internally not been a part of daily routine because I never felt like I was being affected by anything, unless I met Ashutosh and then I had to leave. Maybe major things started after that
