Patrick How dare she talk about deceit and lies?! For once in our relationship, I had no peace being with that woman. It's always one lie to another. I literally had to cover up the loopholes in her story all the time. I did feel a thing for Anna, but not as I felt for Laura. I loved that woman with everything in me but unfortunately, I couldn't have her to myself. I don't know how it all happened, but Laura died and it was all my fault. I have lived with this feeling of regret since that night, and it still haunts me in my sleep. Leonard is the son I wish I never had, but I did anyway, and I have come to accept the young lad as my flesh and blood. He reminds me constantly of his mother, and it hurts, but I still love him and will die for him because I can't afford to lose a

