I woke up from my deep slumber of memories I had when my freedom is still reachable, when a whip hit my back. I groan as I felt the pain but nothing more painful as what he said to me. Those words he said is beyond all the physical pain they are giving to me right now. Mapapatawad ko siya sa panggagahasa sakin but what he said to me, even if I'll forgive him that will forever live in my mind. No actions or words can remove what lives on my mind for how many days now. I even lost track of the days I am staying here. The day I leave his home is the day I vanished to their life. And I wished to stay it that way. I don't need to do fancy goodbyes to them. The memories i gave to them is my goodbyes already. It's just sad because, I left with a broken pieces of my being. My heart, my soul,

