(Tristan)
Sadie has been pulling away from me and I absolutely f*****g hate it. I don't want to be this guy who is needy and clingy but I can't help but feel like I'm being pushed away and I don't like it one bit. Even Hadeon is calling me out..he is telling me to chill and just give her space but I can feel her pain and misery..the nightmares are more frequent and getting worse by the day..but the most messed up part of it all? She reaches for me in the dark..she searches for me and clings onto me like her life depends on it and lets me hold her until those demons go away. But as soon as she opens her eyes, she pulls back from me..she keeps me at a distance and tries to act tough.
I don't want her to be tough, I don't want her to fight this all on her own..I want her to open up and let
