(Ryder) It's an odd feeling..knowing that the place I once lived might not be where I truly belonged. I never felt like I did..that's for sure. I never felt like my old pack was my home, or the people were my family. Even with my father..looking back, he wasn't what I always pictured him to be. Not since coming to Black Stone..not since meeting them. It's already been a week since I came here and so much has changed. I can honestly say that I have never felt more comfortable with a person than I do with Sadie. I never really remembered my mom..only bits and pieces..but she died after giving birth to Teegan so I was five at the time. It wasn't Teegan's fault..I never blamed her, she was just a small baby but my dad, he treated Teegan like an abomination. He never held her or took care of

