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Cade POV She didn't scream. She didn't cry. She just stared at the page like it might change if she looked at it long enough. "That's not possible," Mira said. "I've never been to this house before in my life." "I know." I closed the diary before she could reach for it, some old instinct telling me she wasn't ready to hold it yet, even though I had no right left to decide what she was or wasn't ready for. "It's not your name written by you. It's your name written thirty years ago, by a woman who died before either of us was born." "Then it's not my name. It's just a name." "Mira Anne Vance." I watched her flinch at the sound of her own middle name in my mouth, a name I had no business knowing, a name I'd read an hour ago in a diary older than both our lifetimes combined. "Same spelling. Same date of birth written in the margin, twenty-four years before you were born, next to the word promised." The color drained out of her face so fast I thought she might go down right there on the study floor, and some part of me, the part I kept locked up tighter than any room in this house, moved toward her before I'd decided to. "Promised to who," she whispered. "Promised for what?" "I don't know yet." That was the truth, and it tasted like ash saying it out loud. Three years of hunting Isabella's killer, and I'd never once found this diary, buried in a strongbox in my own father's study, until tonight, until Marcus turned up dead with her photograph in his coat. "You're the Keeper of something," she said slowly, piecing it together the way she'd pieced together the floorboard, the diary, the fear on Mrs. Harlow's face. "That's what you called yourself on the phone. Keeper. Keeper of what, Cade?" I had promised her the truth tonight. I hadn't promised her all of it at once, and every year of training, every rule my father drilled into me before he died, screamed at me to lie now, to soften it, to send her to bed and deal with this alone the way I'd dealt with everything alone since Isabella. But she was still looking at me with that same unbearable steadiness, waiting, and I found I couldn't do to her what four generations of Blackwood men had done to the women who trusted them. "There's an agreement," I said. "Old. Older than this house. My family keeps something safe... a record, a ledger, proof of things certain people would kill to bury. In exchange, we're protected. Money, influence, silence, whatever we need. It's called the Accord." "And Isabella?" "Isabella found out the Accord wasn't just paperwork. It has a cost. Every generation, it takes something back." My voice caught, and I hated that it caught, hated that three years hadn't been enough to say this without my chest going tight. "She thought she could expose it. Get it to the press, to the police, anyone who'd listen. She was trying to protect the next woman who walked through that door before it could happen to her." "The next woman." Mira's breath went short. "Me." "I don't know that yet." "You have my name in a book from thirty years ago next to the word promised, and you don't know that yet?" She wasn't wrong to be furious. I deserved every bit of it, and worse, and I stood there and let her have it, because it was easier than telling her the other thing I'd started to suspect the second I'd read that page that whoever had killed Isabella, whoever had just killed Marcus, hadn't chosen Mira at random off a job listing at all. Someone had put that ad exactly where a desperate, debt-drowning woman named Mira Vance would find it. "There's something else," I said, because I owed her that much, at least, before the night got worse. "The ad you answered. The one from the diner." I hadn't thought about it once in three weeks. She'd shown up, references in hand, and I'd assumed, the way I assumed everything about the house without looking too closely, that she'd come through the same channels every other member of staff had come through. Months of background checks. A file some lawyer somewhere had signed off on before she ever got near the gate. "I didn't post it," I said. "What do you mean, you didn't post it?" "I mean I've never advertised for staff in my life. My family doesn't take strangers off the street, Mira. We vet people for months, sometimes years, before they ever see the front gate." I set the old diary down on the desk between us like it was something that might bite. "I don't know who placed it, or why, or if it even means anything at all. It could be nothing. It could just be a strange coincidence I can't explain yet. But I'd rather tell you that and be wrong than not tell you and have you find out some other way." The silence that followed was worse than the blackout had been. I watched every wall she'd built around herself in three weeks.. every careful, steady, unshaken thing about her start to crack at once. "Who?" she breathed. "Who would do that, and why?" I didn't get to answer. The study phone rang, shrill and sudden in the quiet, and I saw Mira jump like she'd been struck. I picked it up on the second ring, already braced for Denny, for more bad news about the grounds, about Marcus, about anything. It wasn't Denny. The voice on the other end was a woman's... calm, unhurried, almost warm, the kind of voice that made the hair on my arms rise before she'd even finished her first sentence. "Hello, Cade," she said. "I hear you finally found my diary." My blood went cold. That voice. That exact voice, unchanged, impossible, a voice I had personally watched go silent three years ago in a room I still hadn't let anyone clean. "Isabella," I said, and the name came out of me like it had been ripped loose. "You're supposed to be dead." The line went quiet for one long, terrible second. "I was supposed to be a lot of things," she said softly. "Ask Mira about Rosalind." The phone went dead in my hand. I turned to Mira, and the question was already forming, already too late to take back, already about to break something in this room that I had no idea how to put back together. "Mira," I said. "Do you know that name? Rosalind?" She looked at me like I'd asked her to step off a cliff. "My mother had a friend by that name," she said slowly. "From before I was born. She used to write to her... I found the letters after she died, but I never met her. I always thought Rosalind was just someone from my mother's old life. Someone who disappeared before I was old enough to ask who she was."
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