Two weeks. It's been two weeks since I heard her voice.
I knew the minute I called her Sam and not Shorty, that she would be hurt. I couldn't help it though. It was the only way to get her to keep her distance. I didn't think she would go as far as to ignoring my very existence.
Who am I kidding, I deserve this. Ever since I told her all that, I wish I could take it back but I can't. It was the only way.
Granted I could've said literally anything else other than that I regretted it. Cause I for sure as hell don't regret it one bit. I wasn't really thinking at the time when I said what I did. My only thought was what if Dayton found out? What would he do to her? I thought by being a heartless asshole, I would protect her but it only made me seem like the bad guy. I really could've gone a
