Alpha Roan. Sleep is for people with clear consciences. I don't qualify. I finally left the bed an hour ago. Meluna was sleeping peacefully beside me while my body was tossing and turning. So, I left myself to my office while the overall city lights in the distance paints the silence. My mind is a trap, and I'm the one caught in it. I keep replaying it. The day Meluna entered my life was a bright, shocking splash of color in my grey world and what was her welcome gift? A command to die. My mother was over the moon that I’d found my mate on that night. She is the kind of person who would have moved heaven and earth to protect the only mate there is for me in this life. So of course, she threw herself in the knife to make sure nothing happened to Meluna. She did all of that sacrific

