Eren These past few weeks have been some of the hardest and longest of my life, and they held one of the hardest days of my life. So much has happened, so much has changed, and yet none of it has made any difference in the way my life has played out. From the moment that Lecia had said that word I hadn’t been able to get it out of my mind. Nothing had mattered more than to get out of that room as soon as I could and no matter how far I went from the clinic, my mind wondered back to her. Getting out of that room had been the most important thing to me and, for whatever reason, I had suddenly decided that leaving out the window was a smarter idea than going out the door. Since I had been in the shorts given by the nurse, I didn’t bother to take them off before shifting and running to the

